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The day finally came after all the prep and cleaning and the blah blah blah Gradutaion finally came and YES I walked and I walked as Mueller and it was great! I woke up at like 6:45 just because I couldnt sleep anymore only to go upstairs and find mom telling me So we have no water! Okay no biggie Im not gonna freak so I waited until 7:30 to go to Beckis we nicely let me in and allowed me to shower. I came back home and did my hair and grabbed my cap and gown kat and I loaded into the Mean machine and headed toward the school. We got there and waited and waited and waited for them to finally say line up. And then it came and it hit me like a ton of bricks omg I am about to walk the beggining of the end is here and I suddenly was kind of sad. As I walked past my lines and lines and lines of family all trying to humilate me but it didnt work I relized I am not sad I am happy and they are why. My heart perked right back up. I sat and listened to the speeches and then the time came as Miller asked Row three to please rise I stood. I smiled as All the names before me were called and as I entered the last seat before my name was called I looked over and saw Brooke Right before me and We did a silent in the air Lynn. Our special thing She is Brooklyn and I am Jacqueline So we are the Lyns! I then look over to the ropes where I see my Daddy and for the first time i can ever say I saw him in the middle of a crowd kinda squished by all the people but he was still beaming from ear to ear with Pride. I love you Daddy! You are my white night! I love you! the moment came Otteson read Jacqueline R Mueller I walked gracfully and didnt even almost fall on my face! Mr Schmidt handed me my Diploma and told me Good Job Jacquie! I was so proud of myself and I was allowed. Mr. Hershfeild shook my hand and I finally Walked! Then it brought a tear to everyones eyes when they called Emily Keyes. Casey, Ellen and John micheal took the stage and accepted her diploma for her and we all let one tear fall in remembrance of our classmate, stolen from us nearly two years ago. I love you guys! Then Mrs. Smith took the stage and annouced the class of 2008. We switched our tassles and our hats flung into the air! It was over! I walked around shaking hands hugging teachers and snapping pictures! I got into the car as an Alumni! Then the party came! I entered my home to be greeted by applause. I took alot more pictures and then we danced and danced and ate and hugged and Bounced on the bouncy castle and had a blast. Then we had a campfire made smores and just had a blast. Thank you so much mom and Daddy for everything I will never forget this night! (although yo probably will lol) I love you!

The seussical Finally here!!

Tickets avalible for purchase from Jacquie AKA the sour Kangaroo! The friday night show is sold out! You can pick the 15th of May or the 17th of May. $7 a seat and LOTS of fun for the whole family! Please come andsupport the musical and me in my final play of High School.

Graduation... what?

The days are going by so fast that I dont know what to think. Part of me is so ancy and wants it over done with the end Im done with high School forever and ever and ever or at least until I am the teacher but even then I am personally done with high school. I have had such weird emotions. when I began packing tears flooded my eyes. I dont want to leave What if I cant do it what if I suck at college what if what if what if. The part of me that is not terrifed is sad. I dont want to leave my mommy she is my best friend the one I look to for advice the one I lean on when I am sad and the one that is there for me throug thick and thin. i love nick and i love Kat but they are not mom and she is my best friend. How will I handle going to my house and not seeing her after school. What about when I need to cry and I want to cuddle with her and girl talk until its all better. She is...well she is mom. I cant say enough to let her know how much I love her and miss her already. That part of me crys like every two seconds. I got my cap and gown tried it on, I cried. did my last choir concert the other night they dedicated a song to the seniors I cried. I keep going into this room that is no longer my room but my bed and my boxes but just a room. How am I to take that? I want to bad for the scared and the sad to go away so that I am back to overwelmed with happiness and excitment. Dont get me wrong that is definitly there too but I am so worried about the rest of it I dont have a second to be that happy. On the 18th through the 21st We are all looking at houses and picking one how do I make that feel like home? How do I get the warmth that is in this house into my house and get used to calling that home? How do I keep myself away from home long enough that I stop feeling homesick and start feeling at home? All this is rushing through my head. Then there is mom... I know somewhere in her she is hiding the fact that she is sad too and tinks about this all too. I love you so much mom you are and will always be my Best freinds and no matter what remember that I am okay and I will be GREAT! You made me that way and you gave me the tools taught me how to use them and I think it will all be okay! I love you so much and for right now I am going to be thinking and remembering that it is time to spread my wings like going down a roller coasters first hill the first time you do it you close your eyes and scream the whole way but the next time you open your eyes and scream and then finally you open your eyes all the way and laugh. I guess its time for me to open my eyes...now do I scream or laugh?