marley and me

Okay so that was a bad idea. On sunday Nick and I had to work an open thru which means that we go in at 9:30 and open the resturant and then stay on until at least 4 taking tables up until what is suppossed to be three but normally the hosts decide they like us and they wont seat us after like 3:15! anyway we did that and it had been decided days ago that after nick and i got off we would take the boys to go and see Marley and me. it was suppossed to be the family movie of the year and it was suppossed to be incredible. So we packed the boys up at 6:40 and went to dollar tree for candy. We then got back into minnie and headed toward the mall. We got to the theature at 7:10 for the 7:25 veiwing of marley and me. The movie began and it was a realllly good movie that is true definitly great but the end is awful. As we all know Bruno died around three weeks ago after his stomach twisted and he was diagnosed with Bloat. Well Anyone want to take a shot at how Marley dies? If you guessed Bloat you would be correct. I could not contain my tears and either could Joh who was here for the whole thing with Bruno. I know there was not a dry eye in the theature leaving but it really hit home for the four of us. Even Sean was crying! Nick held me and I held Joh. We got into the car and all I could think of was bruno and I could not stop the tears. We came home and joh was a wreck! We called mom and let her talk to Joh because lets face it she is SUPER MOM duh duh duh duh! She ended making Joh not cry and we went to dinner at Perkins. When we got back even though it was late Joh requested we watch a movie with a happy ending so we poped in Madagascar and at about 11:30 we were all snoaring together on the couch! We all slept until around 9 and depending on the whole thing with
Sean and his spleen (whether or not we leave today so he can work or he finds a cover and we leave whenever) we might be cruising our way back to bailey to take the boys home. Then stopping at nicks grandparents to celebrate a late Christmas with them. So all in all the mvie marley and Me is reallllly good but if u have lost a dog to bloat in the last 6 months i would say that you shouod wait for the dvd or go armed with like 7 boxes of tissues!

Joh and Sean's visit

Here are some fun things from Sean and Johs trip so far it is a blast! We went to Chuck E' cheese tonight and had so much fun! It was so great! We sung songs and had just so much fun! so here are the pics and the videos!

Slip and Slide

We turned the floor in my kitchen into a slip and slide. first we were cleaning the floor but then it turned into a slipping and sliding palooza! Talk about a blast!
Check out Joh, Jazzi and i as we slip and slide across my floor!

Jazzi learns tricks!!!

So I have a great idea, i am not such an amazing typer and I kind of hate it alot to type and type and type lol but i do love to take videos and show off my new camera stuff to people so i probably will turn this into a video blog. i will type like I am now little bits and peices and then you all will get the video to tell you the details! BRILLIENT!
So this is Jazzi learning new tricks!

Pop cuts the roast beef

Thought i would share this short clip it makes me about die laughing! enjoy!

Merry Christmas!!!

Hey all just a quick Hello and Merry Christmas to all of the loyal blog followers. So the Christmas started off so great. After getting off work at like 2 Nick and I jumped into the car and headed back to the house to pack. I threw all of the gifts into three boxes and threw our backpacks into the car. Jazzi got into her Santa Suit and I hoped into the shower. Nick and I emerged at 3 looking pretty snazzy I might add. Nick in his brand new red shirt and tie and and me in my new silk red shirt and snazzy pants. We looked awesome! We jumped into the car and headed toward mom and Daddy's house and got here at 6. I threw the gifts under the tree and nick got Jazzi settled and we ran out the door to grandma's. When we got there we almost right away started to open gifts. I love giving gifts and so i loved watching as everyone opened their presents from Nick and I. After it all was done Nick and I had gotten some great gifts but the best was the face of Kona when he opened his Diago Puzzle I didnt know he loved Diago but he definitly did so Score one for Jacquie! We headed home and settled in to sleep. Nick awoke at 5:40 am so tickled with antisipation. I laughed at him and went back to sleep. At 7:40 the excitment started i got to be Santa this year and I was so excited. I handed out gift after gift and yeah it was so fun. Then it was sissy's turn BIG YIPPEE!!! I got a BEAUTIFUL amazing Laptop and I am so excited that i finally got a wonderful puter all my own. Then I thought I was done and i got anouther gift A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!! It is blue and everything! I love it all so much! We will be heading to Grandmas soon for Christmas dinner and the gathering of the whole crew! but for now lets say MERRY CHRISTMAS! Here is to the good and the bad of 2008 and to an AMAZING 2009. This is the best christmas ever just because my grandma is still here to see it!

Jazzi is Jazzi lol

Well it has now been a week since we got Jazz and I muct say what a week it has been. We took a trip to mom and Dad's house and she got to play with her new cousin Leai and was doing SO incredible with her potty training. She would wake Nick and I up at like two, and four and five o'clock in the morning but she was waking us up this was very very good! We came back on Tuesday night and when we headed to bed we did the normal with Jazmine we took her outside and let her pee and then we went to bed. Well Jazzi slept threw the night but I guess she did not want to wake her sleeping mommy and daddy because we woke up the next day at eight and had not been interupted in the sleeping so we thougt this must be really good. until I put my glasses on. There was a pile of poop and a pee stain and so she got her butt smacked and I calmed nick by telling him that she was a baby and that she would have her accidents. The day went by Jazzi did great. Next night the routine and a sleeping puppy. The next moring ANOUTHER MESS!!! I was getting irritated because she clearly knew she was doing wrong but I again calmed nick and we went about the day well I bet you can guess how this story ends it has now been a week since we got back from Bailey and I still wake up to this god awful smell and this morning it was on my letter Jacket! (Yeah yeah dont leave it on the floor) All in all Jazzi is such a great dog. She is so sweet and cuddly and is just a blast to play with. She knows Sit Lay and Shake perfect and is getting the hang of stay and come but is still thinking I am nuts when I go into Roll over lol. She is very smart she is just driving me nuts with this night time thing. i try waking up by alarm every couple hours in the night but i still get the mess!!! What is going on here???? help ANYONE!!!!

Introducing.....

So yesterday Nick and I drove accross the state with Joh and Sean to Aurora to be at the Aurora Petco by 9:00 when they opened. Why you may ask did we do that? well The Puppy rescue was there and adopting out puppies for the very good price of $125.00! I had looked online and seen a couple great looking pups but i never expected what I got. On Friday night right before the big day I checked one last time online to look at the pictures. I came across a beautiful Great Pyraneese and I thought wow I have to see her! So i had her in mind when we got there. As the puppies started to arrive one by one there she came and my heart lept. She looked at me and I at her and I knew she was the one. I was the first on the list so when they called my name i went strait to her cage and said I want to see that one. After ten minutes of alone time and Some very cute looks at nick she was mine. The boys aproved and I was in love again. So without further ado I would like to introduce Jazmine Mueller (she has a middle name that nick picked out but It is so weird so just know Jazmine M. mueller! enjoy the pics guys and I can not wait for you all to meet my sweet little girl!

Thank you all

Hey guys I wanted to post it up really quick a big thank you to everyone who was there for me and who offered very kind words after Bruno passed. As you all know Bruno was my very best friend and will always be in my heart. Thank you to all of you people who even sent a kind email my way every ounce of support i got has helped. Especially thank you to My mom, without you here i dont know what I would have done and the phone calls and the emails and the everything you have done for me has really helped me get through this all. You staying the night here on Saturday was the best of all. falling asleep on your shoulder again made everything feel like it would be okay. To Nick who has held my hand and helped me and been there through all the crying and the bad dreams and the nights when I laid in bed crying and calling Brunos name while I slept. And last but not least to Katy, Kat and Riah who were there the second they could be and held my hand, brought me blizzards, made me eat and most of all made me smile. Thank you guys I love you so muchi have the best friends in the whole world. I am so happy that you told me it was okay to cry but is was not okay to cry alone. Thank you so very much for that you guys I love you and I could not ask for a better set of friends.
So to sum it all up On Saturday nick, sean Joh and I are going to petco in Aurora to look at the puppies from the rescue center to try to fillthe void in my heart. Bruno you will never be forgotten and Could NEVER be replaced I just need a new friend to snuggle with and spoil. plus lets face it I am SOOO not a cat person!
Thank you everyone for everything i love you all!
Jacquie

my favorite pictures of my baby

isnt he beautiful


my angel

these are the best pictures of my baby!
i love you sweetheart!

Saying Good Bye to my Best Friend

Yesterday at 8:20 pm Bruno Mueller was put out of a very sudden very serious pain and joined the angels in heaven.
Bruno was my best friend and this is his story.
Bruno Galieth Mueller was born on December 2, 1999 on a freezing cold night on a freezing cold floor. He was the first born puppy to Missy & Caz Murphy and almost was taken that night. My mom warmed him up using a hot bag of water and made him eat from a baby bottle and much to our family's shock was given to my mom as a Christmas gift that year. Bruno took a liking to me and I fell in love with him and soon we became the best of friends. I will never forget when we were potty training him it was like Dec January area and so it was so snowy and I took him out on a lease to take him potty and I pulled a tree branch and all the snow caming tumbling down onto him he looked so funny and the game had begun. We spent the next hour playing in the snow and I knew right then he was to be my best friend. I was nine. As Bruno grew so did I i became one hundred pounds so did he. And we both kept growing. dont think that stopped us from sharing a bed! It did not! In December of 2006 We had to put down our collie Norm and Bruno was devistated. We slept next to each other crying togther morning Norm and missing him. Slowly we both felt better. Bruno would say he would never forget the first time he met Nick. His jelousy was unreal and he was so mad he didnt sleep with me for a whole twenty minutes...lol! Slowly Nick and Bruno became friends. When Grandma got sick I layed with Bruno for hours crying and it was then I made a deal with him that he simply HAD to let me go first because I did not know how i would handle any of this without him! In june of 2008 when I made the most diffucult transition of my life from girl to woman and moved out you bet that Bru moved out right next to me. Together we did it! The first night that we lived in Greeley it looked like the heat would make him return to Bailey. But no the next day he got a hair cut to remember and was fine. he loved his new life. And I loved him! On Saturday, December 6, 2008 at 8:20 pm Bruno left this earth after a terrible thing called "Bloat" attacked his body very suddenly. Within two hours of him telling me he was sick he had passed away. There was simply nothing we could do. I will be heart broken for a while and I cant seem to find the end of my tears but bru I love you with all my heart and soul and I miss you so much i hurt so much at the thought of never seeing you again. I love you baby and I know you are in a better place now but Who am i supposed to cuddle with now? Who am I supposed to go take to Santa? Who will i lay next to when I am sad and just need love? Bruno i love you and miss you! Thank you for being there and making my life as amazing as it was for the nine years that you blessed me with your friendship love and to be honest gave me the BEST friend I could ever ask for! i will see you again bru I know I will but until then I love you and please dont beat Normy up to bad! i know how you two loved to play rough!
Bruno mueller became my angel on a cold night and on anouther cold night he left me to fly with them!
Bruno mueller December 2, 1999 - December 6, 2008
I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!

Thanksgiving!!

That was so nice! Thanksgiving came right in time I was getting to miss my family sooo much and then boom there was thanksgiving! Thankfulness was in my blood. The night before nick and I had stayed up all night Him cooking a chicken walnut salad me baking a cake. It was so perfect!!! So we got there at one o clock and nick was sent out for some last minute purchases. Then we ate and ate and ate it was so good! After we ate we cleaned and just hung out it was so great! Then Dessert came and Kona and I shared some delicious Cheese cake, butterscotch cake and a slice of my cake which i have named the Devils heaven cake. but the wonderful part was when I brought back another tradition and we played some board games. Imagine if was the game of the night. When I was young we used to play Cranium as a family and it was great. This year i am kind of in the habit of bringing back traditions so this one had to come too. We played to rounds all of which Sean Won and it was so fun! After all the fun of the games was The incredibles. Joh Joh and I cuddled up in the big lazy boy chair and Daddy and mom where on the couch and Pop was plopped in the other Chair and We watched the Incredibles. joh and I headed down to the basement to join nick in the movie veiwing of home Alone and then we did magic tricks and go fish and war it was a great night! I can not wait until this saturday when The Cookie baking tradition comes back into action! thanks to me! Hope to see you all at my place on Saturday! Love you all
Jacqs

Katys Bday

So Katys birthday has come and Went and so as her buddy I put myself in charge of making her birthday awesome! So anyway when her birthday rolled around I was a thru at work. (meaning I come in at 11 and work strait till 4) When I got off Kat and I headed out for a couple last minute gifs and then headed to the house. when we got home nick was already in the kitchen cooking the linguini and the sauce. We also had salad and garlic bread. It was so nice. We ate and then we opened gifts. Nick and I got her a new jornal and coloring set and a coloring book and a stuffed animal and a frog bracelet. No this is not a kid it is a 19 year old lol I know but i love her. Anyway then We watched V for Vendetta and then we had CAKE! Which I MADE!!! i didnt take any pictures of that cake but it was a two layer white cake with Cream cheese frosting decorated with faries. AND I MADE IT MYSELF!!! i was sooooo excited. The night ended at like 11 and Katy went home but thanfully i got a text the next day while i was in class thanking me and telling me it was a wonderful birthday! I love you bug! I hope it was a birthday to rememeber!!!

sharing something funny

So I had to share these I am so going to hell for what i do to my pets =) enjoy:
Skittlz is my Santa baby!

Santa kitten

so cute in their outfits

the kittens snuggle

Bruno wearing his Antlers!!! he looks soooo cute in them and really does not care one bit about them being on him.


Skittlz as Santa in her santa suit


skittlz was an elf!!


and she got really tired so she fell over!
I know I am a terrible human! But you laughed and you know it!

OMG MY HAIR!!!!!

So On Sunday after I did all the bloging and was going to sleep I looked at my hair while Nick was playing with it and relized how dry and unhappy my dead ends were making it. So to the bathroom I headed to trim off the dead ends, some VERY unhappy ten minutes later I walked out of the bathroom my hair in a ponytail balling! Nick grabbed me and asked "honey whats wrong?" I pulled my hair out of the pony. It was very Very clearly uneven. He looked at it and held back the laugh I know was on his lips and said its okay babe you can go to the stylist tomorrow after class and they can fix it. I started crying harder. They are goiong to have to cut it all off! I replied. He snickered a little but not to much and told me it was okay they would fix it and my hair would grow back. Well I did not relize how right i was. Monday after class I went to Cost cutters and there they cut off anouther inch of my hair. Total I lost three inches and my hair is sooooo short. I came home okay with it until that night. I was laying in bed and started crying. Nick asked what was wrong. I looked at him and said I let them cut off my only pretty thing. He smiled and held me tight and reassured me it was not my only pretty thing and that he thought my hair looked sexy and very cute. i still think it is too short but Nick is right it will grow back and at least it doesnt look bad it is just really short. All well live and learn. I learned not to cut my own hair EVER again!!!

Why do I type?

Okay so I just sat down and typed I think four new blogs and talked about everything. i know that mom reads these but does anyone else? I really hope you all are and if you are leave a comment. Let me know you enjoy this so i have the desire to blog almost everyday! There is ALOT of new blogs so enjoy the reads!

Oh yeah to those people I got intreasted in the book... I am heading to that blaog when I finish here and I am going to try to write Chapter one. I know it took forever but good things come to those who wait.

love you
Jacqs

Feeling like I am in middle school

So Kat had a really rough day today she found out that a very close friend of hers passed away on saturday night and she was pretty devistated about it and despite all the diffrences we have been feeling toward each other latley she was crying and is my best friend so I sat with her as she read all the goodbyes on pine cam and left her alone for a little while. I called her up for dinner and she informed me that Katy would be over soon. We all went downstairs and instead of talking we decided that it would be better just to make her smile. So at first we were talking and jsut laughing well then I could not tell you what happened to make it start but Kat ran upstairs and Katy Steph and I chased her up with Pillows. The guys sitting on the couch paused there movie just to see four girls laughing hystraclly and hitting each other with pillows and then run downstairs. Before I knew it we had divided into teams. Me and Kat vs. Katy and Steph. We all laughed so hard and so much harder then i could ever describe on here but trust me we laughed and laughed and laughed. katy jumped onto the bed and I folowed her and Kat and Steph became the audience to full on wrestling match which quickly resaulted in me folded in half next to Kats bed feeling cramped so once they stopped laughing enough to get me out we switched teams. Katy and me Vs Kat and Steph. After a few Kat and Katy were sitting on the bed just laughing there butts off at me and steph going full force at each other laughing and smacking with the pillows. Laughing and laughing and laughing and even sad Kat was busting into tears laughing so hard. Kat has like ten pictures of it and when I get them from her i will put them up. We laughed and had a blast and before we knew it an hour had passed in pillow fighting world. Nick came down to make sure we were not dead because the girl squeelez and laughter had died down the most it had in like an hour and a half. We sat and talked for a little while longer but to be honest at the end of the night Kat went with Katy to spend the night at her place and I settled to type all of this but I do know one thing...Kat left this house with a smile on her face. I know that we can not take away the pain you are feeling right now honey but I know that we can ease it. Please remember I love you and there is always time in my day for a pillow fight to cheer you up! i had a blast and I cant remember the last time I laughed that hard and that long. I love you Kat and I know that Renie was smiling tonight watching you smile and laugh and be happy. be happy live your life, she is always with you


Rest in Peace Renie Thomas... You will be missed!

The pics I promised

This is before We shopped


This is after we shopped


This is the picture of nick I was talking about Is he not adorible!!!

Paul and Jacquie...bond???

For those of you who dont know who Paul is he is one of the roomates in the house and also is Nick's best friend since fifth grade. Paul and I have really never goten along probably something to do with us both being in Nicks life. I fell in love with Nick and Paul was scared for his best friend. However today I think He and I finally declared we not only can get along great but make a pretty good friendship. So Paul and i were left chilling at the house once grandma and Grandad left and as paul poured a bowl of ceral I made the coment "We NEED to shop." The fridge was emptier then Gaundis (sp) Stomach. So after he finished his ceral we headed out. We ventured to Walmart in Minnie Moe (freshly spot cleaned I might add) and we went into Walmart our budget : what it took to fill the fridge. So we grabbed a cart and headed toward the fruits. After getting fruits and vegis we headed to the meats and got a lot of that them lunch meat and then up and down EVERY isle. I bought EVERYTHING we needed. (and some we didnt but you know what who cares) We bought everyting from Bananas to ice cream to yogurt to cottage cheese to chicken to fajita stuff (which paul made for dinner) The cart was full and we headed to the cleaning department. We bought the toliet stickers from scrubbing bubbles and carpet stain remover and draino (my thick hair clogged my tub) and then we checked out the total was....well lets say we each (all four of us) owe $68. WE DID SO GOOD!!! The best feeling was unloading it all. As we put it all away I filled the fridge as paul unloaded the rest into the appropriate cabinet. (canned food, boxed food, junk food ect...) (no mom Junk food is NOT the most full of them all) So we took a before and after picture Which I will be posting in the next blog. I have yet to download them. Well while we were shopping in the junk food isle we came across the Betty Crocker um what are they called oh uh Warm Delights that is it. Paul commented he had never had one, that was it...We had to buy some. Sadly to reward ourselves for a good job shopping noone in the house but paul and I even know the warm delights were purchesed (lol) we ate all of them. So waiting tilol we had to go and get Kat and Nick from work we settled into the couch and watched "Lake house" which is so incredible. Paul had seen it and I had not and when he found that out he sat me down and said I had to see it. With every twist and turn I asked a question he simply said you will see with a smile. When he movie was over we loaded into the truck (nick had his bike) and headed to lobster. Once we got there Paul and I relized we forgot a couple things so we all four headed back to wally world Kat and I in the bed of the truck it was so fun! We bought two new phones and picture frames and printed out some pictures. They are so old and so cute. One was of Nick and Paul in the sixth grade. So as paul destracted Nick from seeing what I was doing I made like thirty copies of this picture. it was great. (I'll post a copy of it on here with the pictures of the fridge.) So then we headed home and all settled in and then the girls came over....to be cnt

Grandma and Grandad

So I got to see grandma and grandad and it was so nice! They came saw and went but it was nice just to show off what I have been doing up here for five almost six months now. They got here at like 9:30 (thank god I didnt sleep till my alarm) They got here and I gave them the tour. They thought that the house was nice and they really loved to see where I am at in my life and all that good stuff. They got the tour and after I had arranged a ride for Kat to work we went out to the egg and I and ate. It was really nice. after that we went to AIMS and I gave a kindof tour to them of the outside but I was able to get a few pictures in and show Grandad and Grandma where I was going to school. Then we headed back to my place and just chilled for a couple more minutes and they were off. I hope that they are proud of all that i am doing up here and really hope that they love it all. Thanks for coming up guys it really meant alot. I hope I can continue to make you proud and i love you.

Showing off my lights

So there is a couple pics of the house all decorated up the pictures are not the best but my little picture phone did the best she could do. I still think you get the gist of how pretty it looks but you might have to come up and see it for your self it is MUCH better in person!
Love you all
Jacqs

It beggining to look alot like Christmas

Yes yes I know it is only November but I dont give a hoot. Grandma and Grandad are coming tomorrow to see the house and I am so excited. So yesterday when I made $150.00 at work for a friday night!! (HELLS YEAH) I went with nick and paul out to walmart and we bought so much christmas stuff. Lights and light up trees and light up snow men and there are four of those (like how many room mates there are) and more lights and a "Santa Stop here" sign and just everything. So at midnight in the 29 degree weather (we have a thermometer attached to the side of the house so yes I know it was 29 degrees) we started hanging christmas lights. Isicles hang from the roof and colors light up the deck. Little christmas trees fill our yard glowing in all their glory and four little snowmen are chillign happily in the yard. (I will try to snap a picture tonight and post it for you all) It is incredible. At three AM we finished up and headed to the street to admire all of our work and happily we only ran into one broken connection solved by an extra extention cord. It was perfect. My first house on my first christmas on my own looks amazing. When we came inside Paul made some INCREDIBLE homemade hot chocolate and we all sat on the couch just lookign out the window. It was perfect. Thank you honey and Thank you paul. I never ever thought I would say it but Paul you are like the best roommate I could have ever asked for and thanks for that. You are becoming a great friend and I am happy to say we only "hate" each other a little and it goes away a little every day lol. Honey you are the best and i am so grateful to have you in my life. I have the best man ever to stand by my side. So Merry Christmas all and welcome to the Holiday season!

How low will they go???

A question on my mind I had to blog about it so that someday I can look back and say YES I PAID THAT FOR.....GAS!!!!! I filled up minnie moe yesterday for wait for it wait for it...$20.00 Yes I did and there is pictures to prove it (I know I sound so lame saying I took pictures of the gas station but hey I only paid $1.84 a gallon! That is really exciting stuff! So yeah lol I hope that you all can expirence the pure happiness this brings to my soul and hopefully yours when you get to pay $1.84 a gallon (yes mom for unleaded) okay well that is the blog on Gas.

YEAH Grandma and Grandad

So I got off of work last night and oh what a night. I wanted to call mom and tell her about a table that I got a $70 tip off of. I was so excited and so I called her and told her all about it. The first thing I heard was "Were your ears burning." So I laughed and told her about my night and then was informed that Grandma and Grandad had decided that they were up to the two hour drive to Sissy's house!!! They are coming up on Sunday and are going to see the house and hopefully leave full of pride! We are going to go out to breakfast and i am so excited!!!! Really i can not wait and I looked up a recipe for lemon squares part because I want to bake for them and partly because I just really want lemon squares. LOL Nick and I were starting the Christmas decorating you know Cause we wanted to but now We are doing it because It will be great to show them everything I am so proud to say that I have accomplished in a short 6 months. Well I thought I would share I am so so excited and cant wait until sunday!!!
I will update you and tell you more about how it goes and everything. Off to History class.
Jacqs

New smear is upon us

So the new smear of college is upon us and I have begun to select my classes. I had a blast with my classes this smear and I have decided that college is great. My new schedule will have me going and going and going. So far I have math 030, Martial arts, bowling, and 20th century world history. I am meeting with my advisor probably on friday and we will figure out how to work in English comp 122, western civ 1 and probably German 1. that is alot but i am so excited! I really am looking forward to my martial arts and Bowling class because it is the PE classes i need and they seem like fun. Plus Ill get all skinny for the summer in martial arts! The big thing is that in all of that I have to fit in my work schedule that runs around 30 hours a week also. Who would have guessed I had it in me. Nick thinks I am slightly crazy because I am doing so much next smear and I have to agree but i think it will be fun and that is what matters. As my 1st smear nears an end I am getting grades and so far I have An A in Student expirence and a B in Englisg comp 121 and an A in US history 2 I am so excited I have good grades GO ME!!! lol =) So anyway I am gonna go I have a test in US history next period. STUDY lol I should be fine. So yeah i will write later!
Jacqs

DADDY! its me!!! lol

okay so On Friday the schedules for work came out and low and behold nick and i both had monday tuesday and most of wednesday off and school had been called off for the elections so nick and i powwowed and decied it would be fun to drive up on monday sometime and suprise mom for her birthday!! so monday morning I got up and took a little money to the store I bought mom three new shirts and fuzzy socks and underwear nd in true Jacquie form framed three pictures for her to have. perfect so with gift and overnight bag in hand Nick and I ventured with Minnie moe to bailey. Well when we were driving throught Aspen park I remembered that mom should still be in ty kwon do so I told nick to pull off there and we would walk in and yeah!! Well my plan was destoyed when rocket was no where to be found so a discrete call to mom gave me all i needed to know they were at red lobster for her bday dinner and heading home. Cool so we headed home and as I was unlocking the door we heard dads truck coming down the road so without thinking we ran in and slammed the door not putting the lock box back on and ot re locking the door. Joh then sitting with dad in the truck spotted me. "Daddy someone is in our house" dad didnt see anything so told Joh he was crazy lol Well you know joh "no daddy really I saw somone in our house" So a panicked papa bear left joh in the truck with his cell and told him in worse case lock the doors and call 911. So dad comes in the door and with a big man i will kill anyone in my house that is not supposed to be voice and a heavy flashlight I might add gos "hello!!!!" we did nothing "HELLO!!!!" It was about that time i thought Dad might kill us if he came around the corner and saw us so we popped out of the kitchen and yelled hi daddy its us!!! So after h was not terrified and calmed to a oh its sissy face he was happy to see us. Sean came iin the next car getting home from work and the best part is he comes in th kitchen looks at nick and i walks out and thn comes stubbling back in and goes wait what are you guys doing here!!! lol I about died laughing. Then it was the moment we drove home for mom comes in the door and joh dragged her to the kitchen yelling i have a suprise for you!!! in comes mom smiling ear to ear you guys didnt have to drive all the way home. but we did so momm and i did what we do best and talked whil sean and nick "re unitd" did what they did best played video games. It was a great couple days and nick and I watched the election !!!!!! YES OBAMA!!!! We headed home both of us smiling and missing the family a little already! See you guys soon I love you all and HAPPPPPY 40th mom you dont look a day over 25! (except you have an 18 year old daughter yeah I am what ages you! lol but really i love you)

Halloween woot woot

So these are the pics from last night oh my god what a fun night. We played Scene it and watched an OMG scary movie (The strangers) and then danced and hung out and it was just all around a really fun night. Enjoy the pics love you Jacqs

Okay so its up

okay so i sortd it out fast and the site is linked on my page but is also right here
http://fallenpetalbook.blogspot.com/
check it out and become a follower
Jacqs

my pumpkin!!!

WE CARVED PUMPKINS AND I LOVE THE WAY MINE TURNED OUT SO HERE IS A PIC OF IT CAUSE IT IS SOOOOO COOL LOVE YOU
jACQS

A new kind of blog

hey all I have yet to decide how i am going to do this but I am going to create a second "blog" I really want to write a book and latley i have had all of these ideas for it so I think to start it up I am going to write a chapter per post on anouther blog. Jacquiesdeepthoughts will still be here but there will also be a link on my page to my book. I think it is going to happen i jaut feel all inspired and have ideas going through my head like crazy. If you want to know more write me on here and I will let you know the details. Like I said I dont know all the details yet but when I gt them worked out i will post it on here, Wish me luck
Jacquie

woot woot

So today I fought for America and fought for the right to live...I VOTED TODAY!!! I obviously voted for John Mccain...um...um...uh...if you believed that you are so dumb and know nothing about me. I of course voted for Barak Obama. I also got to fight for the amendements and I feel very strongly about one. The topic of 48: the abortion law. I voted no no no no on this law. I feel so strongly about womens rights to their own body. So I thought I would update and tell that I voted today and yeah me!!! Young voters get out there and please god...Let Obama WIN!!!

well well long time ago....in a town not so far away...=)

hey all wow it has been a while a long while lol. Well I guess just start from the last time we spoke, on friday i headed home for seans speech meet and at 1 am a tired sissy crawled into bed with a sleeping mommy and after an hour of neither of us being able to shut up the two closed their eyes and fell into never never dream land. the next morning came all too quicly wheen mom and i awoke to the smll of coffee and a very very annoying alarm clock. I crawled out of bd only to find mom's lovely animals had decided it would be best if they marked thir territory all over my clothes. SO frustrated sissy went shopping in moms closet. The meet was so great and i loved judging! the kids were all so great and it ended up being so hard to pick but i did and after seeing brooke and playing a game of pony and the awards and a hg to mama barth I headed off. that is back to my mommys bed were we spent anouther night in chit chat land loving every minute of it! It was incredible to gt to do that. I loved it mom thanks for sharing ur bed with me. Sunday we slept in ys ladis and gentlmen you heard it here first Sue mueller dared to sleep till 9 o clock on a sunday morning!!! dun dun dun! she needed it though so i dared not to wake her and i slept in too. At noon we headed to mels baby shower. it was a blast we played games and ate incredible food and i presented little baby boy with a hand made blanket. YAH ME!!! So sunday ended with my daddy coming home!!! Well due to this it was back to the couch for me. I didnt mind it was great to see dad and mom and i had two nights of girly time. Monday I awoke to Sean saying opps I missed the bus and after some simple persuassion (i didnt want to wake up to take him) mom let sean ditch school and have a sissy sean day. We wnt to town and saw a really good movie and ended the night with ...um...political campaining. =) we had a blast and it was wonderful to spend a whole day with my lil bro!!! Tuesday brought anouther observation day and so off to PCHS I went and i got to spend some one on one time with my mentor mr. miller and it was so great!!! Wednesday was my last day at home and so a sad sissy set off on her two hour journey to Greeley to head home sweet home.
Thursday brought work as did friday and after work on friday me and nick and kat and paul and tabby and percilla and liz and hannah and drew and well lets just say a bunch of people from work headed over to the only place open when we all get off work on a friday night... Old Chicago. We ate some wings and played pool until like 2 in the morning and it was a blast hanging out with friend and dancing and just being in college. it was great. and at 2:30 am a very sleepy sissy curled up next to her honey and fell fast asleep in his arms. Saturday we had a freeze storm and everythiing was soooooo cold but work must go on so by 4 me and nick and kat were back in our aprons to head to work. I was starting to get the applified verson of what i thought was just something ba i ate but i went to work and was able to shak of my nausa. Sunday i woke up bright and early headed to work only to find I still felt like crap and it was getting worse. I had two tables that morning and one of them was just th sweetest. It was the grandmas 75th birthday and next week her and her husband would celebrate 50 years marriage. sothey invited to red lobster to celebrate their daughter their son in law and there two granddaughters one of which was marrid so hr hubby was there too. Whn I brought the drinks to the table i saw the grandmother sitting with a card in her hand balling, i assumed it was all th emotions of all the events being celebrated today until i saw the mom also crying her eyes out the mom turned to me and said, "I am gonna be a grandma!" and the grandma through her tears sqeezd out "Im gonna be a great grandma" I cant explain the feelings that rushed through my body but i was honored to be a part of this families life even for a moment in the memory. They ended up giviing me a peice of cake and a fourty dollar tip but the best part was the huug i got from the grandma now great grandma as she left the resturant and she whispred into my ear, "Im so happy for the fact that we had a waitress like you to share this with" It was so sweet I hugged her and went into the back were i cryed for the whole thing i think i got swept up in the moment but whatever i will never forget this family and hope to see them again soon.
Finally Monday today monday I went to class and on the way home decided for the sake of being causious I would make a dr appointment to see why i was sick. I went to the doctor where they ran tests and an ultra sound and before anyone freaks NO I AM NOT HAVING A BABY! I have better news from the doctor...I have a stomach ulsar! they put me on a specail diet and i have to be on it for two weeks if it does not get better I have to go back for medication. weeeee! Well anyway so after that i went to the store and got all the stuff i am allowed to eat for the next two weeks and then after Kat got off work WE CARVED PUMPKINNS!!! Yeah! Well tomorrow I am going in to early vote and then i dont know but whatever for now I am going to bed. So a very tired sissy is going to bed to lay next to her hony cuddle up with him and slip into dream land. Night all
love you
J

Missing my Mom

So I miss you, I really do I miss you so much, you are my best friend and it kills me to hav to do all of this without you. I know you and Daddy tryed to prepare us for this growing up thing but you forgot to teach us how not to miss you this much, how to do this without you. I was in class today and I was telling my classmates about how close we are and they were all jelous. i miss you so much mom! i am counting the days until Sunday to spend a whole day doing girl things with you and jus being us.
I love you
Jacqs

Really pretty song

my Ray Ray introduced me to this song and it gave me chills when I listened to it so I wantd to put it on here and dedicate it to my Daddy. I love you forever end ever daddy I miss you so much!

The end of the weekend

So on Saturday Joh and I had a blast we spent the day in our jammies making carmel apples and jello jigglers and haunted cookies. It was so so great to just have a down day having a blast. When night came we settled down to the couch and Paul cooked some chicken and we played X box and had alot of fun. Sunday morning came and it was so cold out ( a whopping 34 degrees) but Joh and I had already decided rain or shine w would use our tickets to eliches and use thm we did! By 11 we were out the door camera, water, tickets and coats in hand. We got to Eliches right as the gates opened and loved it. It was quickly decided we would not stay after dark because it was scary enough in the day. We went to the new Ghost blasters ride and did some little things in Toon Town including the new Trick or Treat street in the kids area. After alot of debat he rode some of the rides that Sissy wanted to go on and aftr a big fight I got him on the swings. That ended up being his favorite ride ever We rode it like 15 times. Then ina spur of the moment bravery Joh said "Sissy lets do the white roller coaster." "Really!!!!" I asked and with a smile on both our faces we made our way to Johs first roller coaster. He loved it He was a little scared to get on and then he loved it h got off laughng and we were both disapointed to find Sissy could not buy the picture because the cameras were off. Then the rain started so we swung into Toon town one last time excited to find a show and Joh and I got to get on stage and play with the members of the cast. He threw hoola hoops over my head and we won some candy. We finally ventred back to the car and headed to Grandmas right in time for the Broncos game to let out so LOVLEY traffic on I-25 but all in all it was a great weekend I love you buddy I miss you already! next weekend I will venture up the hill to judge Seans home speech meet and go to Missas baby shower and do my last observation for my EDU class. Im excited!! Until next time lots of love,
Jacquie

Pics so far

Some pics of this weekend with Joh So far!