Well...um...sorry...lol

Hey all Jacquie here back in action! Life has been so completly hectic that I have not been able to do anything! So here goes nothing.
Well Lets start with I no longer live in Greeley. After the break up with Nick it was decided that we are better apart and by apart i mean as ar as possible. It seems that after four years together the connection and the friendship has just disinigrated into the nastiest most educational breakup o my life. Kinda sad but that is how the cookie crumbles. My theory...new city, new job, new apartment, new start! So that is what I plan to do, new start!

In the mean time Paul and I are coming up on dating for three months and I am very happy. I am not jumping into it head first as I did have a breakup from hell like 6 months ago. Still he makes me happy and has a way of calming me down! I feel great talking to him and really should that suprise me he was a friend for four years and near the end there one of the best friends I had, my only allie if you will. Anyway I am very happy!
The new area currently is Bailey, dun dun dun. I have discovered over the last year however that I do love the small town atmosphere but it is nice to be closer then an hour from something fun! The plan is to stay here with mom until i get on my feet. I have already found a wonderful job as a nanny for a women that is just so sweet! She has four kids, Heileigh, Kyleigh, Langdley, and Landry. I got to go to the hospital when Landry was not even 24 hours old and he is so sweet! Heileigh is 14 and a sweetheart I think her and I will have fun together, she said she just does not fit in with the cant break a nail with out crying yuppies she lives near so I already like her! Kyleigh is 10 and just like sean, hard headed and sweet but if you say we are going to the pool at noon at 12:01 she will ask why we are not going to the pool=) Then there is Langdley, She is 2 and a mom's girl i found her sound asleep in shelby's lap as shelby held the baby very cute! But she is easy laid back tell me where we are going Im in kind! Then Landry is now umm 4 days old and a sweet baby. I held him for like 1/2 hour and never wanted to let go! so sweet! Shelby is the mom very laid back and like Heileigh thinks the yupps she lives near are NOT her thing! then Jase is the dad he got a great promotion from Dallas and moved here for that job a few weeks after Langdley was born. They are just a great fit and I think we are going to have a blast! I cant wait!!!!
On that they live in Lone Tree so I will be looking for an apartment near c-470 and broadway or I-25 and Lincoln one of the two. I am soooo excited for a new adventure!
As far as school goes I AM DONE with my first year!!!! I finished with a steady 3.8 GPA and I am so excited to say that wait...3.8!!! I will be taking online courses online at AIMS telaeducationing if you will for about a year and then I am looking at either DU or even doing the comute to UNC we will see!!! UCCS is also an option so lots of things to think about but i think that is one of my favorite parts of the new adventure...everything i mean everything is diffrent!
As for recently, I got to spend monday with Sean having a cheer up sean day. One of his friends passed away on saturday so I took him bowling and to the ZOO it was alot of fun and by the end of the day I had found my little brothers smile!
As for Jazmine she is so happy to have a friend to play with and mommy (me mommy) is soo happy to have a tired puppy at night! She is my angel and my baby and she is growing and growing! Now weighing in at 45 pounds she is perfect. I wish she would get bigger but maybe this baby is supposed to be little. Her husky shows more and more everyday and you very rarely get to see the Pyraneese in her. Her eys however have develpoed a one of each type. I read that huskys have hige pupils and pyraneese about normal jazzi has an eye of each! It is very cool! I have also discovered that she can eat chocolate, the vet said if she likes it and it does not make her sick then she can have it and guess what...just like Bruno she seems
ammuned to chocolate. So with Bruno we shared Hersey kisses, one for you one for me with Jazz it is m&m's she LOVES the things! Maybe Bruno did give her to me after all=)
Well I am off to go work on my special project for grandma Anita for mothers day! It is gonna be AMAZING!!!
I will try to keep you all more updated! And have a great rest of your week!!

POST 100!!!!!

So for post 100 I was going to just say the biggest news of all but there has been alot going on so I guess i will tell the three things that happened in my life lately. First of all Big news...Skittlz is going to have babies!!! We found out that she is three weeks prego and i think we are excited! I guess things happen and so Skittlz is gonna have her babies and we are excited for her! she is already pretty round and her nipples are pocking out and if you feel her tummy you can feel the babies already! It is so cool!
On Saturday night Paul and me and Stasia all ventured out to The coolest bar in town. It is called the Island Grill it is in Downtown greeley and it is a place to be. One of my friends from work plays in a band and they are so good and they were playing there on saturday! it was so much fun We danced and danced all night long. We came home at around one and went to bed as I had to work in the morning. But that was okay becasue the night was full of fun! Paul and I have been getting closer and truly enjoying our friendship! I did not realize there was so much there between us but it is a great thing and he is a FANTASTIC person! I think we are going to stay close.
Sunday i had to work but when I got off Paul and i decided to load up into his car and pay a visit to bailey! it was so nice to go there and see everyone! i had not been home in about a month so it was so great to just hang out. The boys and i played Life and paul hung out getting to know the boys better we watched a movie and then he headed over to see his family. monday i got up and went to school with Joh! What better way to spend time with my little brother. i volenteered and helped and even got to teach two classes for his teacher! in the end we rode the bus home togther as Paul had his car and sissy didnt have hers with her. it was okay though we walked home and spent time togther before sissy headed to HIYA with mommy and the boys! I love watching them but i am a litle scared of how bad they could hurt me lol. Anyways That is it On monday night Paul and I packed up and headed back to Greeley and now i am going to go swimming with my girls before heading out to work at 5:30! Ahhh i love being in college and being young and guess what....HAVING FUN!!!

Christmas with the other family

So on Monday night nick and i drove down to thorton to Visit with his grandparents and spend some time with them for christmas. We left the boys at the house and told them we would be back eventually. We got to the house at around 6:30 and we sat and exchanged gifts and talked for a long time and it was so nice. We bought Nicks grandmother a beautiful cross pendent and chain from pop and his grandpa a really nice necklace with a saint charm on it. They gave nick some money and i got my amazing chocolates! it was so nice to see them we turned in the night early but we still got to see them and it was just wonderful to sit around and talk and catch up with them for a little while.

marley and me

Okay so that was a bad idea. On sunday Nick and I had to work an open thru which means that we go in at 9:30 and open the resturant and then stay on until at least 4 taking tables up until what is suppossed to be three but normally the hosts decide they like us and they wont seat us after like 3:15! anyway we did that and it had been decided days ago that after nick and i got off we would take the boys to go and see Marley and me. it was suppossed to be the family movie of the year and it was suppossed to be incredible. So we packed the boys up at 6:40 and went to dollar tree for candy. We then got back into minnie and headed toward the mall. We got to the theature at 7:10 for the 7:25 veiwing of marley and me. The movie began and it was a realllly good movie that is true definitly great but the end is awful. As we all know Bruno died around three weeks ago after his stomach twisted and he was diagnosed with Bloat. Well Anyone want to take a shot at how Marley dies? If you guessed Bloat you would be correct. I could not contain my tears and either could Joh who was here for the whole thing with Bruno. I know there was not a dry eye in the theature leaving but it really hit home for the four of us. Even Sean was crying! Nick held me and I held Joh. We got into the car and all I could think of was bruno and I could not stop the tears. We came home and joh was a wreck! We called mom and let her talk to Joh because lets face it she is SUPER MOM duh duh duh duh! She ended making Joh not cry and we went to dinner at Perkins. When we got back even though it was late Joh requested we watch a movie with a happy ending so we poped in Madagascar and at about 11:30 we were all snoaring together on the couch! We all slept until around 9 and depending on the whole thing with
Sean and his spleen (whether or not we leave today so he can work or he finds a cover and we leave whenever) we might be cruising our way back to bailey to take the boys home. Then stopping at nicks grandparents to celebrate a late Christmas with them. So all in all the mvie marley and Me is reallllly good but if u have lost a dog to bloat in the last 6 months i would say that you shouod wait for the dvd or go armed with like 7 boxes of tissues!

Slip and Slide

We turned the floor in my kitchen into a slip and slide. first we were cleaning the floor but then it turned into a slipping and sliding palooza! Talk about a blast!
Check out Joh, Jazzi and i as we slip and slide across my floor!

Pop cuts the roast beef

Thought i would share this short clip it makes me about die laughing! enjoy!

Merry Christmas!!!

Hey all just a quick Hello and Merry Christmas to all of the loyal blog followers. So the Christmas started off so great. After getting off work at like 2 Nick and I jumped into the car and headed back to the house to pack. I threw all of the gifts into three boxes and threw our backpacks into the car. Jazzi got into her Santa Suit and I hoped into the shower. Nick and I emerged at 3 looking pretty snazzy I might add. Nick in his brand new red shirt and tie and and me in my new silk red shirt and snazzy pants. We looked awesome! We jumped into the car and headed toward mom and Daddy's house and got here at 6. I threw the gifts under the tree and nick got Jazzi settled and we ran out the door to grandma's. When we got there we almost right away started to open gifts. I love giving gifts and so i loved watching as everyone opened their presents from Nick and I. After it all was done Nick and I had gotten some great gifts but the best was the face of Kona when he opened his Diago Puzzle I didnt know he loved Diago but he definitly did so Score one for Jacquie! We headed home and settled in to sleep. Nick awoke at 5:40 am so tickled with antisipation. I laughed at him and went back to sleep. At 7:40 the excitment started i got to be Santa this year and I was so excited. I handed out gift after gift and yeah it was so fun. Then it was sissy's turn BIG YIPPEE!!! I got a BEAUTIFUL amazing Laptop and I am so excited that i finally got a wonderful puter all my own. Then I thought I was done and i got anouther gift A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!! It is blue and everything! I love it all so much! We will be heading to Grandmas soon for Christmas dinner and the gathering of the whole crew! but for now lets say MERRY CHRISTMAS! Here is to the good and the bad of 2008 and to an AMAZING 2009. This is the best christmas ever just because my grandma is still here to see it!

Introducing.....

So yesterday Nick and I drove accross the state with Joh and Sean to Aurora to be at the Aurora Petco by 9:00 when they opened. Why you may ask did we do that? well The Puppy rescue was there and adopting out puppies for the very good price of $125.00! I had looked online and seen a couple great looking pups but i never expected what I got. On Friday night right before the big day I checked one last time online to look at the pictures. I came across a beautiful Great Pyraneese and I thought wow I have to see her! So i had her in mind when we got there. As the puppies started to arrive one by one there she came and my heart lept. She looked at me and I at her and I knew she was the one. I was the first on the list so when they called my name i went strait to her cage and said I want to see that one. After ten minutes of alone time and Some very cute looks at nick she was mine. The boys aproved and I was in love again. So without further ado I would like to introduce Jazmine Mueller (she has a middle name that nick picked out but It is so weird so just know Jazmine M. mueller! enjoy the pics guys and I can not wait for you all to meet my sweet little girl!

Thank you all

Hey guys I wanted to post it up really quick a big thank you to everyone who was there for me and who offered very kind words after Bruno passed. As you all know Bruno was my very best friend and will always be in my heart. Thank you to all of you people who even sent a kind email my way every ounce of support i got has helped. Especially thank you to My mom, without you here i dont know what I would have done and the phone calls and the emails and the everything you have done for me has really helped me get through this all. You staying the night here on Saturday was the best of all. falling asleep on your shoulder again made everything feel like it would be okay. To Nick who has held my hand and helped me and been there through all the crying and the bad dreams and the nights when I laid in bed crying and calling Brunos name while I slept. And last but not least to Katy, Kat and Riah who were there the second they could be and held my hand, brought me blizzards, made me eat and most of all made me smile. Thank you guys I love you so muchi have the best friends in the whole world. I am so happy that you told me it was okay to cry but is was not okay to cry alone. Thank you so very much for that you guys I love you and I could not ask for a better set of friends.
So to sum it all up On Saturday nick, sean Joh and I are going to petco in Aurora to look at the puppies from the rescue center to try to fillthe void in my heart. Bruno you will never be forgotten and Could NEVER be replaced I just need a new friend to snuggle with and spoil. plus lets face it I am SOOO not a cat person!
Thank you everyone for everything i love you all!
Jacquie

my favorite pictures of my baby

isnt he beautiful


my angel

these are the best pictures of my baby!
i love you sweetheart!

Thanksgiving!!

That was so nice! Thanksgiving came right in time I was getting to miss my family sooo much and then boom there was thanksgiving! Thankfulness was in my blood. The night before nick and I had stayed up all night Him cooking a chicken walnut salad me baking a cake. It was so perfect!!! So we got there at one o clock and nick was sent out for some last minute purchases. Then we ate and ate and ate it was so good! After we ate we cleaned and just hung out it was so great! Then Dessert came and Kona and I shared some delicious Cheese cake, butterscotch cake and a slice of my cake which i have named the Devils heaven cake. but the wonderful part was when I brought back another tradition and we played some board games. Imagine if was the game of the night. When I was young we used to play Cranium as a family and it was great. This year i am kind of in the habit of bringing back traditions so this one had to come too. We played to rounds all of which Sean Won and it was so fun! After all the fun of the games was The incredibles. Joh Joh and I cuddled up in the big lazy boy chair and Daddy and mom where on the couch and Pop was plopped in the other Chair and We watched the Incredibles. joh and I headed down to the basement to join nick in the movie veiwing of home Alone and then we did magic tricks and go fish and war it was a great night! I can not wait until this saturday when The Cookie baking tradition comes back into action! thanks to me! Hope to see you all at my place on Saturday! Love you all
Jacqs

sharing something funny

So I had to share these I am so going to hell for what i do to my pets =) enjoy:
Skittlz is my Santa baby!

Santa kitten

so cute in their outfits

the kittens snuggle

Bruno wearing his Antlers!!! he looks soooo cute in them and really does not care one bit about them being on him.


Skittlz as Santa in her santa suit


skittlz was an elf!!


and she got really tired so she fell over!
I know I am a terrible human! But you laughed and you know it!

Grandma and Grandad

So I got to see grandma and grandad and it was so nice! They came saw and went but it was nice just to show off what I have been doing up here for five almost six months now. They got here at like 9:30 (thank god I didnt sleep till my alarm) They got here and I gave them the tour. They thought that the house was nice and they really loved to see where I am at in my life and all that good stuff. They got the tour and after I had arranged a ride for Kat to work we went out to the egg and I and ate. It was really nice. after that we went to AIMS and I gave a kindof tour to them of the outside but I was able to get a few pictures in and show Grandad and Grandma where I was going to school. Then we headed back to my place and just chilled for a couple more minutes and they were off. I hope that they are proud of all that i am doing up here and really hope that they love it all. Thanks for coming up guys it really meant alot. I hope I can continue to make you proud and i love you.

DADDY! its me!!! lol

okay so On Friday the schedules for work came out and low and behold nick and i both had monday tuesday and most of wednesday off and school had been called off for the elections so nick and i powwowed and decied it would be fun to drive up on monday sometime and suprise mom for her birthday!! so monday morning I got up and took a little money to the store I bought mom three new shirts and fuzzy socks and underwear nd in true Jacquie form framed three pictures for her to have. perfect so with gift and overnight bag in hand Nick and I ventured with Minnie moe to bailey. Well when we were driving throught Aspen park I remembered that mom should still be in ty kwon do so I told nick to pull off there and we would walk in and yeah!! Well my plan was destoyed when rocket was no where to be found so a discrete call to mom gave me all i needed to know they were at red lobster for her bday dinner and heading home. Cool so we headed home and as I was unlocking the door we heard dads truck coming down the road so without thinking we ran in and slammed the door not putting the lock box back on and ot re locking the door. Joh then sitting with dad in the truck spotted me. "Daddy someone is in our house" dad didnt see anything so told Joh he was crazy lol Well you know joh "no daddy really I saw somone in our house" So a panicked papa bear left joh in the truck with his cell and told him in worse case lock the doors and call 911. So dad comes in the door and with a big man i will kill anyone in my house that is not supposed to be voice and a heavy flashlight I might add gos "hello!!!!" we did nothing "HELLO!!!!" It was about that time i thought Dad might kill us if he came around the corner and saw us so we popped out of the kitchen and yelled hi daddy its us!!! So after h was not terrified and calmed to a oh its sissy face he was happy to see us. Sean came iin the next car getting home from work and the best part is he comes in th kitchen looks at nick and i walks out and thn comes stubbling back in and goes wait what are you guys doing here!!! lol I about died laughing. Then it was the moment we drove home for mom comes in the door and joh dragged her to the kitchen yelling i have a suprise for you!!! in comes mom smiling ear to ear you guys didnt have to drive all the way home. but we did so momm and i did what we do best and talked whil sean and nick "re unitd" did what they did best played video games. It was a great couple days and nick and I watched the election !!!!!! YES OBAMA!!!! We headed home both of us smiling and missing the family a little already! See you guys soon I love you all and HAPPPPPY 40th mom you dont look a day over 25! (except you have an 18 year old daughter yeah I am what ages you! lol but really i love you)

well well long time ago....in a town not so far away...=)

hey all wow it has been a while a long while lol. Well I guess just start from the last time we spoke, on friday i headed home for seans speech meet and at 1 am a tired sissy crawled into bed with a sleeping mommy and after an hour of neither of us being able to shut up the two closed their eyes and fell into never never dream land. the next morning came all too quicly wheen mom and i awoke to the smll of coffee and a very very annoying alarm clock. I crawled out of bd only to find mom's lovely animals had decided it would be best if they marked thir territory all over my clothes. SO frustrated sissy went shopping in moms closet. The meet was so great and i loved judging! the kids were all so great and it ended up being so hard to pick but i did and after seeing brooke and playing a game of pony and the awards and a hg to mama barth I headed off. that is back to my mommys bed were we spent anouther night in chit chat land loving every minute of it! It was incredible to gt to do that. I loved it mom thanks for sharing ur bed with me. Sunday we slept in ys ladis and gentlmen you heard it here first Sue mueller dared to sleep till 9 o clock on a sunday morning!!! dun dun dun! she needed it though so i dared not to wake her and i slept in too. At noon we headed to mels baby shower. it was a blast we played games and ate incredible food and i presented little baby boy with a hand made blanket. YAH ME!!! So sunday ended with my daddy coming home!!! Well due to this it was back to the couch for me. I didnt mind it was great to see dad and mom and i had two nights of girly time. Monday I awoke to Sean saying opps I missed the bus and after some simple persuassion (i didnt want to wake up to take him) mom let sean ditch school and have a sissy sean day. We wnt to town and saw a really good movie and ended the night with ...um...political campaining. =) we had a blast and it was wonderful to spend a whole day with my lil bro!!! Tuesday brought anouther observation day and so off to PCHS I went and i got to spend some one on one time with my mentor mr. miller and it was so great!!! Wednesday was my last day at home and so a sad sissy set off on her two hour journey to Greeley to head home sweet home.
Thursday brought work as did friday and after work on friday me and nick and kat and paul and tabby and percilla and liz and hannah and drew and well lets just say a bunch of people from work headed over to the only place open when we all get off work on a friday night... Old Chicago. We ate some wings and played pool until like 2 in the morning and it was a blast hanging out with friend and dancing and just being in college. it was great. and at 2:30 am a very sleepy sissy curled up next to her honey and fell fast asleep in his arms. Saturday we had a freeze storm and everythiing was soooooo cold but work must go on so by 4 me and nick and kat were back in our aprons to head to work. I was starting to get the applified verson of what i thought was just something ba i ate but i went to work and was able to shak of my nausa. Sunday i woke up bright and early headed to work only to find I still felt like crap and it was getting worse. I had two tables that morning and one of them was just th sweetest. It was the grandmas 75th birthday and next week her and her husband would celebrate 50 years marriage. sothey invited to red lobster to celebrate their daughter their son in law and there two granddaughters one of which was marrid so hr hubby was there too. Whn I brought the drinks to the table i saw the grandmother sitting with a card in her hand balling, i assumed it was all th emotions of all the events being celebrated today until i saw the mom also crying her eyes out the mom turned to me and said, "I am gonna be a grandma!" and the grandma through her tears sqeezd out "Im gonna be a great grandma" I cant explain the feelings that rushed through my body but i was honored to be a part of this families life even for a moment in the memory. They ended up giviing me a peice of cake and a fourty dollar tip but the best part was the huug i got from the grandma now great grandma as she left the resturant and she whispred into my ear, "Im so happy for the fact that we had a waitress like you to share this with" It was so sweet I hugged her and went into the back were i cryed for the whole thing i think i got swept up in the moment but whatever i will never forget this family and hope to see them again soon.
Finally Monday today monday I went to class and on the way home decided for the sake of being causious I would make a dr appointment to see why i was sick. I went to the doctor where they ran tests and an ultra sound and before anyone freaks NO I AM NOT HAVING A BABY! I have better news from the doctor...I have a stomach ulsar! they put me on a specail diet and i have to be on it for two weeks if it does not get better I have to go back for medication. weeeee! Well anyway so after that i went to the store and got all the stuff i am allowed to eat for the next two weeks and then after Kat got off work WE CARVED PUMPKINNS!!! Yeah! Well tomorrow I am going in to early vote and then i dont know but whatever for now I am going to bed. So a very tired sissy is going to bed to lay next to her hony cuddle up with him and slip into dream land. Night all
love you
J

Missing my Mom

So I miss you, I really do I miss you so much, you are my best friend and it kills me to hav to do all of this without you. I know you and Daddy tryed to prepare us for this growing up thing but you forgot to teach us how not to miss you this much, how to do this without you. I was in class today and I was telling my classmates about how close we are and they were all jelous. i miss you so much mom! i am counting the days until Sunday to spend a whole day doing girl things with you and jus being us.
I love you
Jacqs

The end of the weekend

So on Saturday Joh and I had a blast we spent the day in our jammies making carmel apples and jello jigglers and haunted cookies. It was so so great to just have a down day having a blast. When night came we settled down to the couch and Paul cooked some chicken and we played X box and had alot of fun. Sunday morning came and it was so cold out ( a whopping 34 degrees) but Joh and I had already decided rain or shine w would use our tickets to eliches and use thm we did! By 11 we were out the door camera, water, tickets and coats in hand. We got to Eliches right as the gates opened and loved it. It was quickly decided we would not stay after dark because it was scary enough in the day. We went to the new Ghost blasters ride and did some little things in Toon Town including the new Trick or Treat street in the kids area. After alot of debat he rode some of the rides that Sissy wanted to go on and aftr a big fight I got him on the swings. That ended up being his favorite ride ever We rode it like 15 times. Then ina spur of the moment bravery Joh said "Sissy lets do the white roller coaster." "Really!!!!" I asked and with a smile on both our faces we made our way to Johs first roller coaster. He loved it He was a little scared to get on and then he loved it h got off laughng and we were both disapointed to find Sissy could not buy the picture because the cameras were off. Then the rain started so we swung into Toon town one last time excited to find a show and Joh and I got to get on stage and play with the members of the cast. He threw hoola hoops over my head and we won some candy. We finally ventred back to the car and headed to Grandmas right in time for the Broncos game to let out so LOVLEY traffic on I-25 but all in all it was a great weekend I love you buddy I miss you already! next weekend I will venture up the hill to judge Seans home speech meet and go to Missas baby shower and do my last observation for my EDU class. Im excited!! Until next time lots of love,
Jacquie

Pics so far

Some pics of this weekend with Joh So far!

GO SEAN

Anouther win for my team this weekend!!! GO PCHS!! And my brother Sean kicked butt again and took home fourth this week! You are going up dude!! See you all next week!

Joh Joh time

So yesterday was a long awaited moment for me! My mom and Dad had agreed to let Joh come up to the house and spend the weekend with me! He was told if his school work got done he could come. So After class yesteerday I ventured down 85 to go gt my yo! I met mom and we headed toward AIMS for the free family movie night. Wall-e was showing and they gave out free pizza and popcorn and candy and we watched the movi it was a blast. After the movie we wnt to Red Lobster and Joh told me "Im starving Sissy!" So he got Snow Crab legs and mashed potatoes and then finished it all off with Chocloate cake. When we got back it was late but I wanted to show him the coolest new thing in my house...On Demand. He was entranced ass I showed him how he could put on and pick any Spongebob or Pokemon he wanted. He loved it. I woke up this morning to the sound of Nickolodeon (sp) on demand. He was watching spongebob. We had Chicken Nuggets for breakfast and then we did homework. The TV went off and we worked on spelling and sentences. After a little bit of a talking to because of crtain school work. He was back to happy chasing Skittlz around the house and turning on Pokemon on demand. I must say he really has gotten the hang of it. Toay weare going to just chill out and then Tomorrow we are heading to Elichs for the AIMS fundraiser. Then meeting mom at Grandma and Pops and I will have to say good by to my babe again. i will write more later about the rest of the weekend and post pics eventually.
Talk to you later
Jacqs