welcome back

I know that after 3 years of silence re-opening a blog seems a bit silly, but to me it is a place to share my thoughts and maybe my wisdom, get advise and if nothing else, when my son is driving me nuts and my husband is at work I have a place to turn and let it all out.

So as a first blog back I suppose maybe catching up on the past 3 years is something I should do first. So in a nutshell, the last post I had just found out Christian was on his way, boy does that seem like yesterday and then I turn and look at my 2 and a half year old son sitting on the couch and can't believe it sometimes. Where did the time go? When did that little blip on the screen of the ultrasound machine (known as froggy) become a baby boy and when did that baby boy become something I could hold? and when did I blink and that little tiny 7 pound 6 ounce baby boy become a 3 foot tall 30 pound 2.5 year old who talks back and tells me no? When did "I said no" become "but yes mommy!" Crazy! After Christian was born Grandma passed away and that sucked but she is an will always be my super hero! Paul Proposed and we got married. Paul and I moved off the mountain and into the (bleh) city! Paul got a new job where he makes great money and I got an AMAZING job making great money and best of all doing what I love. Which I should inform peopl, is no longer what I thought I would do with my life. I fell in love with marketing and am now a marketing and Events cordinator for a small local marketing agency. So that is the nutshell and a few pics for you. next post will be soemthing actually meaningful! but for now to you and to me Welcome back to "Jacquie's Deep Thoughts" now known as "Mommy Mouse Clubhouse"

Light the night Walk 2009

hey guys I have been working my butt off to promote this Walk. Team Ayden is going to be bigger and better and just as amazing as ever this year! September 12, 2009 CU Boulder! Walk for Ayden and love the closeness! email me for any questions and watch this video for the reason why you should log onto www.lightthenight.org search team ayden and sign up to walk today!

Moving on and being the best Jacquie possible!

So alot has happened in the last two months and most of you know everything but since the break up i have worked on being Jacquie. I have to say that this girl is the shit! I have found that like my mom I love to go dancing and so i try to go every friday or saturday night to this little bar downtown greeley and listen to the live bands and have alot of fun! my school work has improved and I am pulling strait A's right now! My GPA is a solid 4.0 for the first time in my life and everything is going according to plan. I also have to tell everyone I have started dating someone else and that someone is Paul. Yes Paul paul! He is great to me and I am to him and we are friends first and for most but we also have found there was something much deeper then friendship there. Nick is doing okay with it but in the spirt of moving on, i am moving out! it has been decided by myself that it is the best thing for both me and nick and i am so excited about it. I am looking at homes and jazzi and i are preparing and maybe even Paul. he has decided that he is moving out as well for reasons that are private but it has yet to be decided if that will be us moving in togther. to prepare everyone, it probably will be me and him living togther. I dont want to hear I am moving to fast though I am moving at my speed and so is paul. that is that...most of all I am so happy!
Moving on I am also looking into a new job. I am working on getting my substitute teaching license and doing that and also on monday i am getting pinned as a Mary-Kay consoltent. I am a GO TO girl so anyone looking for some incredible stuff let me know and we will get you all sorts of hooked up! The same goes for classes and what is called a booking but really i am gonna give you a free facial so if you are interested in any of that let me know!
Anyway I also am working on a side project for a local buissness up here and loving doing that! It is this adorable little place with YUMMMMMMY food and they just have a great enviroment and so i am doing some advertising work for it. I think it will help them out alot. But i just got back from bowling and I am actually off to a meeting with them so I will wrap this up sorry it has been so long since I have written. I have to go though and will try to keep you more updated!
L8tr,
Jacquie

POST 100!!!!!

So for post 100 I was going to just say the biggest news of all but there has been alot going on so I guess i will tell the three things that happened in my life lately. First of all Big news...Skittlz is going to have babies!!! We found out that she is three weeks prego and i think we are excited! I guess things happen and so Skittlz is gonna have her babies and we are excited for her! she is already pretty round and her nipples are pocking out and if you feel her tummy you can feel the babies already! It is so cool!
On Saturday night Paul and me and Stasia all ventured out to The coolest bar in town. It is called the Island Grill it is in Downtown greeley and it is a place to be. One of my friends from work plays in a band and they are so good and they were playing there on saturday! it was so much fun We danced and danced all night long. We came home at around one and went to bed as I had to work in the morning. But that was okay becasue the night was full of fun! Paul and I have been getting closer and truly enjoying our friendship! I did not realize there was so much there between us but it is a great thing and he is a FANTASTIC person! I think we are going to stay close.
Sunday i had to work but when I got off Paul and i decided to load up into his car and pay a visit to bailey! it was so nice to go there and see everyone! i had not been home in about a month so it was so great to just hang out. The boys and i played Life and paul hung out getting to know the boys better we watched a movie and then he headed over to see his family. monday i got up and went to school with Joh! What better way to spend time with my little brother. i volenteered and helped and even got to teach two classes for his teacher! in the end we rode the bus home togther as Paul had his car and sissy didnt have hers with her. it was okay though we walked home and spent time togther before sissy headed to HIYA with mommy and the boys! I love watching them but i am a litle scared of how bad they could hurt me lol. Anyways That is it On monday night Paul and I packed up and headed back to Greeley and now i am going to go swimming with my girls before heading out to work at 5:30! Ahhh i love being in college and being young and guess what....HAVING FUN!!!

interview one

Okay so not much to report but yesterday I went to AIMS at 5:30 for my half hour interview one with the people from DC. I met with Dr. Taylor, Dr. Swant and Dr. Blane. All three of them were very nice and told me that they were excited to meet me and asked me to tell them about myself. I did and they talked and we discussed what i wanted from my schooling and all that kind of stuff and that was happy. I spent a half hour talking to them and after that half hour I was cut off because that is what they believed was a good amount of time to make a first impression. So hopefully it went well and that made me smile. So i thought i would share. The picture is simply the outfit I wore to try to look all professional and teacher like!

Jazzi is getting big!

So I thought I would put up my pics of my baby girl as she is growing so much everyday! so i am not going to do many words instead here are the newest pics of my baby! Enjoy Ms. Jazmine Mclovin-Bella Mueller! five months on the 4th and 41 lbs! (yes mom the 4th that is the final date and I am not letting them change it again! I knew she older then three months!)

INTERNSHIP!!!!!

So this is short sweet and to the point as I dont want to jinx it or make it more then it is before it is something! My Professor asked to talk with me after class on friday. He said he had news. He had gotten offered a one year teaching position at a university in Washington DC and was asked to bring and intern. This intern would teach the class twice a week and observe and learn three times a week. Five of us were chosen and I AM ONE OF THEM!!! i have to spend the next two months trying my best to impress a whole bunch of people and hopefully in the end I will be the one that gets to go! There is five of us as i said, I am the only girl and i know two of the other guys up for it and they are very good too! Well i will keep you updated but for now just keep your fingers crossed for me!!!

Sarah's Birthday

So monday morning i woke up early and headed to the first day of school! I really enjoy my new classes and I look forward to keeping them up for the next what I guess 16 weeks! Anyway that is not what the entry is about. At 5:00 Katy and Steph came over to do my hair and it looked AMAZING!! with my new hair cut it is easy for the strait look to become well strait. Anyway We got ready and way cute and then headed to the Olive Garden to meet like 20 other people to celebrate Sarah's 20th birthday with her! It was a blast. The night was full of laughing and fun and most of all freindship! Happy Birthday Sarah i love you!

Wyoming!!!

So it is friday night and nick and i wanted to go and do something fun. So after we all went shopping at the loveland outlets we made a plan. the plan was to drive to wyoming just because we wanted to. So me and nick all pilled into the car and we drove to wyoming. As we crossed the border nick honked the horn for good luck and then we drove to the govenors house and to the wyoming capital and to this really pretty church. Finally we pointed the car back to evans and when we got to the state line i had nick pull over and take a picture not just any picture but me and jazzi being in two places at once! half of us was in wyoming and half of us was in Colorado. I know it sounds lame but it was a blast!! so here is to an awsome Friday night!

Visiting Bruno

So on Friday i had the day off and i went to meet our landlord with rent and so jazmine and I decided today would be a great day to go and visit her brother at the place where his ashes were spred. We drove to fort collins and pulled into this beautiful place where there is a lake and a big spot of land at least three acres in size. I asked where they had put him and the lady informed me that they take all the ashes and lay them from side to side to side of the land and that is how they spred them. She laughed and said he was the saint right? i said yes why. She began laughing and said "he was so beautiful. I remember him, when we spred we normally dont get past one acre before all the ashes are spred, but with your baby we got almost the whole place!" She laughed and left me and Jazzi to visit. i thought how perfect. Bruno was not meant to be only in one place now he has the roam of all this land. We took some pictures and before we left i went to the part of the property that the lady had told me was put aside for cremated animals. She said if you have anything you want to leave you are more then welcome to put it here. I did not have any of his things so instead I pulled out two Hershey Kisses i ate one and placed the other in the ground. "One for you and one for me" i told him as a tear slid down my cheek. it was the perfect!

new years videos

Here are a couple of videos from new years. Nick was slightly intoxicated so please ignore his lanuage on the last video it is brief. The first video is of the men playing beer pong. Paul and Nick vs. Drew and Hongyee. Listen closly and watch the ball it will make you laugh. The second is Nicks Happy dance and it is soooo funny but again please dont mind his brief crude language it was soo funny not to share because of one word.


Drew lost his ego because of that game. it was sooo funny!



nick is so funny with his happy dance he does it when he gets a good tip but tonight he did it because it was funny and he beat drew and hongyee at beer pong!

Christmas with the other family

So on Monday night nick and i drove down to thorton to Visit with his grandparents and spend some time with them for christmas. We left the boys at the house and told them we would be back eventually. We got to the house at around 6:30 and we sat and exchanged gifts and talked for a long time and it was so nice. We bought Nicks grandmother a beautiful cross pendent and chain from pop and his grandpa a really nice necklace with a saint charm on it. They gave nick some money and i got my amazing chocolates! it was so nice to see them we turned in the night early but we still got to see them and it was just wonderful to sit around and talk and catch up with them for a little while.

Jazzi and Skittlz

So the babies have finally achevied a friendship. So to speak. Jazzi chases Skittlz and skittlz gets mad but then at night when they are both worn down then the two are the best of friends. just only when noone is looking. I woke up to find then snuggled on the floor Jazzi with Skittlz laying in her tummy. So I thought that this would make you all laugh it is the video of the two playing.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hello all happy new year! welcome to 2009! this is the first post of the year and it is so cool to say that! Um so last night we went to our friend tabis house for a cocktail party to ring in the new year and it was so much fun! We got there at around 10:30 me dressed in my black dress and my hair done so amazingly!!! I did it to myself!!! We got there and i sat down to play pocker nick went out to the deck to play beer pong and it was so much fun just snapping pictures and having a blast! Before we knew it we all ran downstairs to watch the ball drop we yelled happy new year and went back upstairs to hang out and play some more games and it was just a great night! We headed home at like 2:30 and passed out! So yeah not really much to say but enjoy the pictures!! All of them are on my myspace so if you are one of my friends on there then check em out!!!

marley and me

Okay so that was a bad idea. On sunday Nick and I had to work an open thru which means that we go in at 9:30 and open the resturant and then stay on until at least 4 taking tables up until what is suppossed to be three but normally the hosts decide they like us and they wont seat us after like 3:15! anyway we did that and it had been decided days ago that after nick and i got off we would take the boys to go and see Marley and me. it was suppossed to be the family movie of the year and it was suppossed to be incredible. So we packed the boys up at 6:40 and went to dollar tree for candy. We then got back into minnie and headed toward the mall. We got to the theature at 7:10 for the 7:25 veiwing of marley and me. The movie began and it was a realllly good movie that is true definitly great but the end is awful. As we all know Bruno died around three weeks ago after his stomach twisted and he was diagnosed with Bloat. Well Anyone want to take a shot at how Marley dies? If you guessed Bloat you would be correct. I could not contain my tears and either could Joh who was here for the whole thing with Bruno. I know there was not a dry eye in the theature leaving but it really hit home for the four of us. Even Sean was crying! Nick held me and I held Joh. We got into the car and all I could think of was bruno and I could not stop the tears. We came home and joh was a wreck! We called mom and let her talk to Joh because lets face it she is SUPER MOM duh duh duh duh! She ended making Joh not cry and we went to dinner at Perkins. When we got back even though it was late Joh requested we watch a movie with a happy ending so we poped in Madagascar and at about 11:30 we were all snoaring together on the couch! We all slept until around 9 and depending on the whole thing with
Sean and his spleen (whether or not we leave today so he can work or he finds a cover and we leave whenever) we might be cruising our way back to bailey to take the boys home. Then stopping at nicks grandparents to celebrate a late Christmas with them. So all in all the mvie marley and Me is reallllly good but if u have lost a dog to bloat in the last 6 months i would say that you shouod wait for the dvd or go armed with like 7 boxes of tissues!

Slip and Slide

We turned the floor in my kitchen into a slip and slide. first we were cleaning the floor but then it turned into a slipping and sliding palooza! Talk about a blast!
Check out Joh, Jazzi and i as we slip and slide across my floor!

Jazzi learns tricks!!!

So I have a great idea, i am not such an amazing typer and I kind of hate it alot to type and type and type lol but i do love to take videos and show off my new camera stuff to people so i probably will turn this into a video blog. i will type like I am now little bits and peices and then you all will get the video to tell you the details! BRILLIENT!
So this is Jazzi learning new tricks!

Pop cuts the roast beef

Thought i would share this short clip it makes me about die laughing! enjoy!

Merry Christmas!!!

Hey all just a quick Hello and Merry Christmas to all of the loyal blog followers. So the Christmas started off so great. After getting off work at like 2 Nick and I jumped into the car and headed back to the house to pack. I threw all of the gifts into three boxes and threw our backpacks into the car. Jazzi got into her Santa Suit and I hoped into the shower. Nick and I emerged at 3 looking pretty snazzy I might add. Nick in his brand new red shirt and tie and and me in my new silk red shirt and snazzy pants. We looked awesome! We jumped into the car and headed toward mom and Daddy's house and got here at 6. I threw the gifts under the tree and nick got Jazzi settled and we ran out the door to grandma's. When we got there we almost right away started to open gifts. I love giving gifts and so i loved watching as everyone opened their presents from Nick and I. After it all was done Nick and I had gotten some great gifts but the best was the face of Kona when he opened his Diago Puzzle I didnt know he loved Diago but he definitly did so Score one for Jacquie! We headed home and settled in to sleep. Nick awoke at 5:40 am so tickled with antisipation. I laughed at him and went back to sleep. At 7:40 the excitment started i got to be Santa this year and I was so excited. I handed out gift after gift and yeah it was so fun. Then it was sissy's turn BIG YIPPEE!!! I got a BEAUTIFUL amazing Laptop and I am so excited that i finally got a wonderful puter all my own. Then I thought I was done and i got anouther gift A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!! It is blue and everything! I love it all so much! We will be heading to Grandmas soon for Christmas dinner and the gathering of the whole crew! but for now lets say MERRY CHRISTMAS! Here is to the good and the bad of 2008 and to an AMAZING 2009. This is the best christmas ever just because my grandma is still here to see it!

Jazzi is Jazzi lol

Well it has now been a week since we got Jazz and I muct say what a week it has been. We took a trip to mom and Dad's house and she got to play with her new cousin Leai and was doing SO incredible with her potty training. She would wake Nick and I up at like two, and four and five o'clock in the morning but she was waking us up this was very very good! We came back on Tuesday night and when we headed to bed we did the normal with Jazmine we took her outside and let her pee and then we went to bed. Well Jazzi slept threw the night but I guess she did not want to wake her sleeping mommy and daddy because we woke up the next day at eight and had not been interupted in the sleeping so we thougt this must be really good. until I put my glasses on. There was a pile of poop and a pee stain and so she got her butt smacked and I calmed nick by telling him that she was a baby and that she would have her accidents. The day went by Jazzi did great. Next night the routine and a sleeping puppy. The next moring ANOUTHER MESS!!! I was getting irritated because she clearly knew she was doing wrong but I again calmed nick and we went about the day well I bet you can guess how this story ends it has now been a week since we got back from Bailey and I still wake up to this god awful smell and this morning it was on my letter Jacket! (Yeah yeah dont leave it on the floor) All in all Jazzi is such a great dog. She is so sweet and cuddly and is just a blast to play with. She knows Sit Lay and Shake perfect and is getting the hang of stay and come but is still thinking I am nuts when I go into Roll over lol. She is very smart she is just driving me nuts with this night time thing. i try waking up by alarm every couple hours in the night but i still get the mess!!! What is going on here???? help ANYONE!!!!