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The day finally came after all the prep and cleaning and the blah blah blah Gradutaion finally came and YES I walked and I walked as Mueller and it was great! I woke up at like 6:45 just because I couldnt sleep anymore only to go upstairs and find mom telling me So we have no water! Okay no biggie Im not gonna freak so I waited until 7:30 to go to Beckis we nicely let me in and allowed me to shower. I came back home and did my hair and grabbed my cap and gown kat and I loaded into the Mean machine and headed toward the school. We got there and waited and waited and waited for them to finally say line up. And then it came and it hit me like a ton of bricks omg I am about to walk the beggining of the end is here and I suddenly was kind of sad. As I walked past my lines and lines and lines of family all trying to humilate me but it didnt work I relized I am not sad I am happy and they are why. My heart perked right back up. I sat and listened to the speeches and then the time came as Miller asked Row three to please rise I stood. I smiled as All the names before me were called and as I entered the last seat before my name was called I looked over and saw Brooke Right before me and We did a silent in the air Lynn. Our special thing She is Brooklyn and I am Jacqueline So we are the Lyns! I then look over to the ropes where I see my Daddy and for the first time i can ever say I saw him in the middle of a crowd kinda squished by all the people but he was still beaming from ear to ear with Pride. I love you Daddy! You are my white night! I love you! the moment came Otteson read Jacqueline R Mueller I walked gracfully and didnt even almost fall on my face! Mr Schmidt handed me my Diploma and told me Good Job Jacquie! I was so proud of myself and I was allowed. Mr. Hershfeild shook my hand and I finally Walked! Then it brought a tear to everyones eyes when they called Emily Keyes. Casey, Ellen and John micheal took the stage and accepted her diploma for her and we all let one tear fall in remembrance of our classmate, stolen from us nearly two years ago. I love you guys! Then Mrs. Smith took the stage and annouced the class of 2008. We switched our tassles and our hats flung into the air! It was over! I walked around shaking hands hugging teachers and snapping pictures! I got into the car as an Alumni! Then the party came! I entered my home to be greeted by applause. I took alot more pictures and then we danced and danced and ate and hugged and Bounced on the bouncy castle and had a blast. Then we had a campfire made smores and just had a blast. Thank you so much mom and Daddy for everything I will never forget this night! (although yo probably will lol) I love you!

Graduation... what?

The days are going by so fast that I dont know what to think. Part of me is so ancy and wants it over done with the end Im done with high School forever and ever and ever or at least until I am the teacher but even then I am personally done with high school. I have had such weird emotions. when I began packing tears flooded my eyes. I dont want to leave What if I cant do it what if I suck at college what if what if what if. The part of me that is not terrifed is sad. I dont want to leave my mommy she is my best friend the one I look to for advice the one I lean on when I am sad and the one that is there for me throug thick and thin. i love nick and i love Kat but they are not mom and she is my best friend. How will I handle going to my house and not seeing her after school. What about when I need to cry and I want to cuddle with her and girl talk until its all better. She is...well she is mom. I cant say enough to let her know how much I love her and miss her already. That part of me crys like every two seconds. I got my cap and gown tried it on, I cried. did my last choir concert the other night they dedicated a song to the seniors I cried. I keep going into this room that is no longer my room but my bed and my boxes but just a room. How am I to take that? I want to bad for the scared and the sad to go away so that I am back to overwelmed with happiness and excitment. Dont get me wrong that is definitly there too but I am so worried about the rest of it I dont have a second to be that happy. On the 18th through the 21st We are all looking at houses and picking one how do I make that feel like home? How do I get the warmth that is in this house into my house and get used to calling that home? How do I keep myself away from home long enough that I stop feeling homesick and start feeling at home? All this is rushing through my head. Then there is mom... I know somewhere in her she is hiding the fact that she is sad too and tinks about this all too. I love you so much mom you are and will always be my Best freinds and no matter what remember that I am okay and I will be GREAT! You made me that way and you gave me the tools taught me how to use them and I think it will all be okay! I love you so much and for right now I am going to be thinking and remembering that it is time to spread my wings like going down a roller coasters first hill the first time you do it you close your eyes and scream the whole way but the next time you open your eyes and scream and then finally you open your eyes all the way and laugh. I guess its time for me to open my eyes...now do I scream or laugh?

AHHH had to share!

I got a postcard yesterday in the mail and I got an academic award! I am so excited! I don't know what it is in but it is an academic award so WHO CARES!!! lol! The days are so sad because I AM SICK!!! I hate being sick pretty much worse then ANYTHING in the world but its okay my voice is coming back and my throat doesnt hurt so it will all be all right lol... I am at school So I cant type long but I was so excited I had to share now!!! YEAH! I'll be sure to update what it was in! For now lets hope it's not choir...lol! =)

Senior prom OMGsh!

So on Friday all of my hard work and planning came into action when I woke up and began saying YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! It is Finally here! It was prom night and I was so excited! At 11 Kat and I jumped into the minnie mobile and headed toward the Crystal Rose which is where prom was held. We decided that we didn't want to pay the driver of limo to drive us all night long so mom (after much diliberation) allowed us to take minnie to the rose so after the dance portion of prom was over we could take minnie to after prom. (thank you mom it saved ALOT of money!) Anyway Kat and I drove to the gas station first and emptied, vacumed and then carwashed minnie. After all the cleaning was complete we drove to the Crystal Rose and met nick for the ride back up. We stopped at Safeway were the flower lady gave me the weirdest look when I said that i didnt want to see mine and that she must not show me! She laughed but finally agreed. We then went home to get ready! Kat and i took like 2 and a half hours to get ready. We loved the look that we got when nick and Zac saw us! I got a beautiful corage with three roses and babies breathe. I thought it was fantastic. We drove to the Cuthroat where we had to show off for Kats boss, then to Loaf n jug for her mommy and then to the Chilis parking lot to show off for my 2nd family and meet the limo. We met Brooke there and mom showed up for more pictures! (i'm sure mom will put a bunch up as I havent even seen them all) The limo driver, ernie, took us to The macaroni Grill for dinner and to Kats suprise an amazing dessert. Where she was was shocked at how much she enjoyed the chocolate cake. Then we pilled back into the Limo but we were running like an hour ahead of schedule so Ernie Drove us all around town doing what we called "making us feel important" We arrived right on time danced the night away and had an amazing time. then Kat, me, nick and Zac loaded into the minnie and headed to the Ridge for Afterprom. We had a blast. At 4:30 we all pilled into Minnie and headed home. We slept and slept and then had a great weekend. Well for now that is it.

Loves,

J

WOW my bad...

Okay so it has been like forever since I posted, opps my bad sorry. Well Where to start? Okay on Friday I finished school to get a phone call from mom asking me to pick Josh up and take him toTracys and then go to Greeley as complicatios had led to mom pointing minnie toward Vegas to see daddy...this included EASTER!!! I hesitated then relized if that is what she had to do I had to let her...I am a big girl now! I got Josh and Ran home so that him and I could pack up our stuff. Not going to lie I did do some crying telling mom I was upset on what was supposed to be my last Easter at home we wouldn't be together. About 30 minutes later Josh and Ventured towad Greeley. I had to stp at Chilis for my Pay check which resalted in Eating and then We headed toward our destination just in time to hit I-25 traffic! Oh yeah Im so excited! Sarcasam is not my strong point. As I was driving I get a phone call from mom agian, Daddy Has decided to come home after all for Easter "back to Plan A" All well Josh and I make plans we will finish our journey to Greeley both spend the night with Nick and then Saturday night when he gets off work we will all venture home to be there as om requested for Egg hunting with Joh. Cool the plan. So upon arrival we bought a bday cake and stuff to make nick the perfect bday dinner! We had mini steak, mashed potatoes and Salad. We then bought a movie, Twister and a new CD who I LOVE!!! They are called sixxam Highly suggested by me! Anyway then we drove up 23rd to return to our little apt and wait for nick.
Saturday Nick was up and out by 10:00 to be to work and Josh and I decided to just chill. After Nick came home for his 3 hr break before returning to the Lobster we went and got hair cuts. (very cute and handsome!) Josh and I decided that we would go to the Loveland outlets and shop while awaiting Nicks final shift of the day to end. I met up with a friend Stasia and her honey for dinner(which bored Josh to death so we didnt stay long) heading towards Panda Express for Dinner We got home packed bags and waited. Nick Showed up about 9:30 as he and Josh packed up the car I well I fell Asleep on the coach, opps. The drive home proved o be hell when Nick ran into a blizzard on I-25 and a suprised mom called to say why are you coming home? she had forgeotten that part of plan A I guess. We finished our journey and fell asleep. Joh was kind enough not to wake anyone before 9:45 to do his hunt. It was great to watch to see what kind of boy he is growing up to be made me smile so big. I love you Bubby! Then Sissy and Sean taught Joh how to do Egg wars, a tradition Sean and I have had since we were god I cant even remember when it started I just know we have ALWAYS done it. Then we all got prett and headed to Grandmas. IT WAS DELICIOUS!!!! I love the smell of that house on holidays! Then we took ALOT of pictures (non of mine are digital so mom will have to post them sorry.) The boys and I almost dropped mom on her head in one of them but it was a great picture! Nick and I steared his car back to Greeley and then fell asleep watching movies on the couch.
Monday was mine and Nicks 3 Year aniversary! WOW! I made mommy's Chicken Alfredo for us and a ceasur salad (sp). We watched movies and hung out basically we just spent it together and that was beyond perfect. I love you so much baby!
Tuesday and Wednesday were boring any other days I came back home on Wdnesday and did all of my Graduation anoucments! I am getting SOOOOOOO excited! Look for those in the mail mom and I should send them out soon. Today It is back to work for me and hat is good cause I missed work. Sounds weird I know but I did.
So for now Adios! (totally spelt that wrong all well the word that means good bye in spanish that is the word I tryed to write!)

9 weeks and counting

Hello all, Well the 3rd quarter of school is over and that means HOME STRETCH!!! I am now counting and I must say the days HAUNT MY DREAMS!! lol no serious I keep having dreams about walking and I go up to get my diploma and I look at my parents and they look ashamed and So i look around and everyone else is shocked and it is then that I look down and realize I am standing naked and my cap is the only thing on me. Or I dream that they unzip my gown right before walking and they tell me that my outfit is inapropriate and I can't have my diploma! Dreams like this are haunting me! However after wakingup screaming I realize I am graduating in 9 weeks! and that scares the Hell out of me just as much as walking without clothes (okay a little less but how bad is walking without clothes )

Life has been so hectic! Hence the non update since what the third?? All well. So Nick celebrated his 21st birthday yesterday and I could not be happier to say he is my baby. I am so proud of him and the man he is and has formed into over the last two years. I love you so much baby! Then on the 7thI went up to UNC for theature day at the campus. (speech team juniors and seniors only) So we went up and I did a workshop that included improv. (Thinking on the top of your head) and had A BLAST!!! But the fun continued until we went and saw the UNC producton of Caberat. It was WONDERFUL the actors did fantastic and I was delighted to see it! On the way back I fell between he bus seats which I had to ell because it made me laugh and my friends laugh but it also made me learn something...DONT play Peek'a'boo with Lindsey on a bus lol!

After the bus ride home I imidiatly jumped into Brute and headed toward work. Arriving right intime for our Friday night rush! WEE lol so happy! On Saturday I slept in and then headed to work agian. nothing really cool to report there. Sunday I went out with my friend Kat and we looked at houses (Kat is the 4th to the 4 homies moving into our house) So then Monday returned to life. Rehearsal (going well) and grades (going okay)

One last thing today I began a new Ayden fundraiser and if anyone is intrested in finding out more let me know! I am selling awareness bracelets and the proceeds all go to Ali and Ayden. Have a great night all. hope to be back soonbut I can't promise anyting! Mom is calling for dinner and the smell of tacos is telling me I need to go upstairs now so TTFN Ta Ta For now!

-J