Friends

So after a week of calm down time Nick and I have rediscovered our friendship! I never ever remembered how much i loved his friend side. the batman stuff is so much better when you take the time to sit and watch it and the other things are great too! I have also made anouther new friend her name is me. I refound myself the girl i like she works out and enjoys to cook becasue she is so proud of the end result and cleans up after everything. She is hard working and loves the fast pace life and most of all she loves the people around her. She does not yell (well she trys not to) and she does not kick and scream when she does not get her way. She is just cool as hell! I really like her and I ama so glad we met because it was like i knew her evil twin sister for so long I forgot that her angel side was there. Nick and i have come to terms that what ever happens happens. I want him to just be happy! he is the man I fell in love with again and i relized the other day the reason he stopped being that man was because of me. i hate that this had to happen this way but in my heart i believe we will find our way back to each other. For now we are having fun what normal 18 and 21 yr olds do. We are enjoying being togther and spending time togther but our space and individuality is not being comprimised. i really like that! We are Friends and that is where we started four years ago and now we will have to restart with it four years later! I actually went up to him the other day and said "Hi my name is Jacquie, I think your really cute! want to be friends." He laughed at me and said "Yes i would love that, Im nick!"

The list

So last night i had a very smart women tell me i was falling apart a little so i made a list... all the things i like about myself or dislike or love. the things i want to learn and goals for everyday. and u know what it is already working. Nick helped me cook last night. First we learned Scampi which i could not eat but nick said was superb but then he told me to cook the salmon! Guess what It was incredible!!! I did something right!!! then i woke up this morning and got out to the garage and nick taught me how o hit a punching bag and then we went for a jog type thing. we only have one working bike but i rode and nick jogged next to me and we laughed the whole time. He refused to power walk he say it made him look "heeey" lol anyway tonight i am going to cook a dinner all on my own so that when everyone gets home from work dinner is ready!! The list includes things like look in the mirror so long that i say i am pretty and believe it and talk to nick everynight until we fall asleep and thngs like that. and no we are not togther yet i have to find jacquie first and i never relized i did notknow her! i think i may end up liking her! weird huh

because you all need to know

i am going to make this quick as it is hard as hell to talk about and i am only posting it so i dont have to answer all the questions and everyone knows. Last night (monday) nick and I broke up. i am not putting reason in it for anyone that is between myself and nick and We are really trying to make the friendship work. I am in severe pain as is nick i am sure but for now this is the best for us both! there is hope in my head that says after enough time apart we will no doubt be back together. I love him with all of my heart and soul and always will but for now I am talking my mom and Daddys advice and being friends first...somewhere along the long time we have been together it seems to have become minimal. I would really apreciate no questions and as i said before nick has become a part of all of our family please noone be upset at him or me for any of this. Things will work out for the best. I just thought you all deserved to know this! I a going to sign off for a while to give myself time to find somethng worth writing about! I am working on being fine so please noone worry! Love you all and now you all know!
love you
jacquie

Sarah's Birthday

So monday morning i woke up early and headed to the first day of school! I really enjoy my new classes and I look forward to keeping them up for the next what I guess 16 weeks! Anyway that is not what the entry is about. At 5:00 Katy and Steph came over to do my hair and it looked AMAZING!! with my new hair cut it is easy for the strait look to become well strait. Anyway We got ready and way cute and then headed to the Olive Garden to meet like 20 other people to celebrate Sarah's 20th birthday with her! It was a blast. The night was full of laughing and fun and most of all freindship! Happy Birthday Sarah i love you!

Wyoming!!!

So it is friday night and nick and i wanted to go and do something fun. So after we all went shopping at the loveland outlets we made a plan. the plan was to drive to wyoming just because we wanted to. So me and nick all pilled into the car and we drove to wyoming. As we crossed the border nick honked the horn for good luck and then we drove to the govenors house and to the wyoming capital and to this really pretty church. Finally we pointed the car back to evans and when we got to the state line i had nick pull over and take a picture not just any picture but me and jazzi being in two places at once! half of us was in wyoming and half of us was in Colorado. I know it sounds lame but it was a blast!! so here is to an awsome Friday night!

Visiting Bruno

So on Friday i had the day off and i went to meet our landlord with rent and so jazmine and I decided today would be a great day to go and visit her brother at the place where his ashes were spred. We drove to fort collins and pulled into this beautiful place where there is a lake and a big spot of land at least three acres in size. I asked where they had put him and the lady informed me that they take all the ashes and lay them from side to side to side of the land and that is how they spred them. She laughed and said he was the saint right? i said yes why. She began laughing and said "he was so beautiful. I remember him, when we spred we normally dont get past one acre before all the ashes are spred, but with your baby we got almost the whole place!" She laughed and left me and Jazzi to visit. i thought how perfect. Bruno was not meant to be only in one place now he has the roam of all this land. We took some pictures and before we left i went to the part of the property that the lady had told me was put aside for cremated animals. She said if you have anything you want to leave you are more then welcome to put it here. I did not have any of his things so instead I pulled out two Hershey Kisses i ate one and placed the other in the ground. "One for you and one for me" i told him as a tear slid down my cheek. it was the perfect!

new years videos

Here are a couple of videos from new years. Nick was slightly intoxicated so please ignore his lanuage on the last video it is brief. The first video is of the men playing beer pong. Paul and Nick vs. Drew and Hongyee. Listen closly and watch the ball it will make you laugh. The second is Nicks Happy dance and it is soooo funny but again please dont mind his brief crude language it was soo funny not to share because of one word.


Drew lost his ego because of that game. it was sooo funny!



nick is so funny with his happy dance he does it when he gets a good tip but tonight he did it because it was funny and he beat drew and hongyee at beer pong!

Christmas with the other family

So on Monday night nick and i drove down to thorton to Visit with his grandparents and spend some time with them for christmas. We left the boys at the house and told them we would be back eventually. We got to the house at around 6:30 and we sat and exchanged gifts and talked for a long time and it was so nice. We bought Nicks grandmother a beautiful cross pendent and chain from pop and his grandpa a really nice necklace with a saint charm on it. They gave nick some money and i got my amazing chocolates! it was so nice to see them we turned in the night early but we still got to see them and it was just wonderful to sit around and talk and catch up with them for a little while.

Jazzi and Skittlz

So the babies have finally achevied a friendship. So to speak. Jazzi chases Skittlz and skittlz gets mad but then at night when they are both worn down then the two are the best of friends. just only when noone is looking. I woke up to find then snuggled on the floor Jazzi with Skittlz laying in her tummy. So I thought that this would make you all laugh it is the video of the two playing.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hello all happy new year! welcome to 2009! this is the first post of the year and it is so cool to say that! Um so last night we went to our friend tabis house for a cocktail party to ring in the new year and it was so much fun! We got there at around 10:30 me dressed in my black dress and my hair done so amazingly!!! I did it to myself!!! We got there and i sat down to play pocker nick went out to the deck to play beer pong and it was so much fun just snapping pictures and having a blast! Before we knew it we all ran downstairs to watch the ball drop we yelled happy new year and went back upstairs to hang out and play some more games and it was just a great night! We headed home at like 2:30 and passed out! So yeah not really much to say but enjoy the pictures!! All of them are on my myspace so if you are one of my friends on there then check em out!!!