Well...um...sorry...lol

Hey all Jacquie here back in action! Life has been so completly hectic that I have not been able to do anything! So here goes nothing.
Well Lets start with I no longer live in Greeley. After the break up with Nick it was decided that we are better apart and by apart i mean as ar as possible. It seems that after four years together the connection and the friendship has just disinigrated into the nastiest most educational breakup o my life. Kinda sad but that is how the cookie crumbles. My theory...new city, new job, new apartment, new start! So that is what I plan to do, new start!

In the mean time Paul and I are coming up on dating for three months and I am very happy. I am not jumping into it head first as I did have a breakup from hell like 6 months ago. Still he makes me happy and has a way of calming me down! I feel great talking to him and really should that suprise me he was a friend for four years and near the end there one of the best friends I had, my only allie if you will. Anyway I am very happy!
The new area currently is Bailey, dun dun dun. I have discovered over the last year however that I do love the small town atmosphere but it is nice to be closer then an hour from something fun! The plan is to stay here with mom until i get on my feet. I have already found a wonderful job as a nanny for a women that is just so sweet! She has four kids, Heileigh, Kyleigh, Langdley, and Landry. I got to go to the hospital when Landry was not even 24 hours old and he is so sweet! Heileigh is 14 and a sweetheart I think her and I will have fun together, she said she just does not fit in with the cant break a nail with out crying yuppies she lives near so I already like her! Kyleigh is 10 and just like sean, hard headed and sweet but if you say we are going to the pool at noon at 12:01 she will ask why we are not going to the pool=) Then there is Langdley, She is 2 and a mom's girl i found her sound asleep in shelby's lap as shelby held the baby very cute! But she is easy laid back tell me where we are going Im in kind! Then Landry is now umm 4 days old and a sweet baby. I held him for like 1/2 hour and never wanted to let go! so sweet! Shelby is the mom very laid back and like Heileigh thinks the yupps she lives near are NOT her thing! then Jase is the dad he got a great promotion from Dallas and moved here for that job a few weeks after Langdley was born. They are just a great fit and I think we are going to have a blast! I cant wait!!!!
On that they live in Lone Tree so I will be looking for an apartment near c-470 and broadway or I-25 and Lincoln one of the two. I am soooo excited for a new adventure!
As far as school goes I AM DONE with my first year!!!! I finished with a steady 3.8 GPA and I am so excited to say that wait...3.8!!! I will be taking online courses online at AIMS telaeducationing if you will for about a year and then I am looking at either DU or even doing the comute to UNC we will see!!! UCCS is also an option so lots of things to think about but i think that is one of my favorite parts of the new adventure...everything i mean everything is diffrent!
As for recently, I got to spend monday with Sean having a cheer up sean day. One of his friends passed away on saturday so I took him bowling and to the ZOO it was alot of fun and by the end of the day I had found my little brothers smile!
As for Jazmine she is so happy to have a friend to play with and mommy (me mommy) is soo happy to have a tired puppy at night! She is my angel and my baby and she is growing and growing! Now weighing in at 45 pounds she is perfect. I wish she would get bigger but maybe this baby is supposed to be little. Her husky shows more and more everyday and you very rarely get to see the Pyraneese in her. Her eys however have develpoed a one of each type. I read that huskys have hige pupils and pyraneese about normal jazzi has an eye of each! It is very cool! I have also discovered that she can eat chocolate, the vet said if she likes it and it does not make her sick then she can have it and guess what...just like Bruno she seems
ammuned to chocolate. So with Bruno we shared Hersey kisses, one for you one for me with Jazz it is m&m's she LOVES the things! Maybe Bruno did give her to me after all=)
Well I am off to go work on my special project for grandma Anita for mothers day! It is gonna be AMAZING!!!
I will try to keep you all more updated! And have a great rest of your week!!

POST 100!!!!!

So for post 100 I was going to just say the biggest news of all but there has been alot going on so I guess i will tell the three things that happened in my life lately. First of all Big news...Skittlz is going to have babies!!! We found out that she is three weeks prego and i think we are excited! I guess things happen and so Skittlz is gonna have her babies and we are excited for her! she is already pretty round and her nipples are pocking out and if you feel her tummy you can feel the babies already! It is so cool!
On Saturday night Paul and me and Stasia all ventured out to The coolest bar in town. It is called the Island Grill it is in Downtown greeley and it is a place to be. One of my friends from work plays in a band and they are so good and they were playing there on saturday! it was so much fun We danced and danced all night long. We came home at around one and went to bed as I had to work in the morning. But that was okay becasue the night was full of fun! Paul and I have been getting closer and truly enjoying our friendship! I did not realize there was so much there between us but it is a great thing and he is a FANTASTIC person! I think we are going to stay close.
Sunday i had to work but when I got off Paul and i decided to load up into his car and pay a visit to bailey! it was so nice to go there and see everyone! i had not been home in about a month so it was so great to just hang out. The boys and i played Life and paul hung out getting to know the boys better we watched a movie and then he headed over to see his family. monday i got up and went to school with Joh! What better way to spend time with my little brother. i volenteered and helped and even got to teach two classes for his teacher! in the end we rode the bus home togther as Paul had his car and sissy didnt have hers with her. it was okay though we walked home and spent time togther before sissy headed to HIYA with mommy and the boys! I love watching them but i am a litle scared of how bad they could hurt me lol. Anyways That is it On monday night Paul and I packed up and headed back to Greeley and now i am going to go swimming with my girls before heading out to work at 5:30! Ahhh i love being in college and being young and guess what....HAVING FUN!!!

College...the best time of my life!

Well I guess I have not updated in a while but i have been so so busy! Where to start well the girls and I have been having a blast! As part of my new and better jacquie thing I am trying to loose weight so Katy me and Steph Have been working out and swimming and having so much fun! the gym is free to all students so i love to take advantage of that! the other night I got off work right in time to go to the theatures with them and see "he is just not that into you" sooooo cute anyone who is looking for a good movie Go see it! anyway we had a great night! Friday night was big fun too we hung out at the house as the girl and paul all played Clue and Life! Then I spent some fun time on my laptop talking to my new friend. Logan is in my bowling class and a very cool guy! We have been talking and having fun! I really enjoy talking to him and it is so nice how easy it comes to us. The problem we have a hard time shutting up to go to sleep. So on friday night Logan and I were up until 6 AM messaging on facebook. Saturday brought a Red lobster meeting and that came at nine AM oh yeah and then a full days work! LOL by the time i got off I was so tired but of course that was the night the girls and i decided to go see the movie. We got home by midnight and i hoped into bed and online where i met up with my friend and we taked again long into the night. It has become a nightly thing for us. Every night around 11 we hop onto FB and enjoy talking about anything and everything till about 2 usually when we both declare we are pooped and fall asleep. sunday brought more fun for the gang of girls. I had to work that morning but i got off around 3 and we all jumped into the car and headed toward Centerra to buy Katy some new clothes. Then to the park and we just had fun time after fun time.
By monday i was pooped. i got up to go to my classes and did the class thing for the next 2 hrs. then Steph and I decided to have anouther fun day. Katy had driven to Lakewood to go to the dr and would not be back until tuesday. We drove to centera and shopped we bought new ear rings and split a lunch! It was very good. Then we went to the family plex up here and went to the COOLEST pool ever!!!! by 5 we were back at the outdoors mall enjoying the amazing weather! We did have some Gelato SO GOOD then before heading to the movies we went to Macys and just for fun tryed on nice dresses. I was sad at first because macys does not believe in my size but with a little coaxing Steph had me try on a dress one size smaller then i normally wear and guess what! IT FIT!!!!! I was so very excited! We then headed to the movies where with logans help we got free tickets to see Ben Button! (Logan works at the movie theature and gets free tickets!) Thanks again to him! The very cool thing is that I found a friend who like baseball with me! He is a yankees fan so we will have to ignore that flaw lol jk jk logan im kidding!!! but we got tickets to the opening game for the season in great seats!! i am sooo excited! So anyway here we are on Tuesday and that is all i have to report. i am gonna go make something to eat and then probably watch a movie and snuggle up with my Jazzi! Who BTW went to the dr and is now 4 1/2 months old and ringing in at 40 pounds! she is getting big just the way i like it!

Dating 101

So I have to admit this whole dating thing is so weird to me after all it has been a long time since i was on the market. lol So the first thing that had to be done was to clean my room it was a mess. after much hesitation the pictures of nick and i kissing were taken down and replaced with the picture mom took of me and the boys was added to the wall. then the picture of bruno was added to the wall as well. my bed was made and i think i miight hand stitch some pretty drapes for my room. nine loads of laundry later and thanks to nick pizza, the room was done. I am thinking of many ways to add a more jacquie touch to my room. Wow my room i have not had a room of my own for i dont know somewhere around two years. weird huh. Well anyway. Sunday night was fun! i worked and then came home and Paul and i hung out and had a couple cocktails. Enough said lol. seriously no questions just alot of fun between two friends NO not that kind of fun! my team lost on the super bowl sad sad day!!!
anyway it is weird i am not used to the fact that i have to try to look cute every day. I even got up the courage to write my phone number on a bill before dropping it at a table with a lot of cute guys. Unfortunitly i lost my courage befor getting there and reprinted it writing simply "Thank you" -Jacquie lol maybe eventually that courage will come! for now one step at a time and who knows wht is going to happen i certantly do not!

Friends

So after a week of calm down time Nick and I have rediscovered our friendship! I never ever remembered how much i loved his friend side. the batman stuff is so much better when you take the time to sit and watch it and the other things are great too! I have also made anouther new friend her name is me. I refound myself the girl i like she works out and enjoys to cook becasue she is so proud of the end result and cleans up after everything. She is hard working and loves the fast pace life and most of all she loves the people around her. She does not yell (well she trys not to) and she does not kick and scream when she does not get her way. She is just cool as hell! I really like her and I ama so glad we met because it was like i knew her evil twin sister for so long I forgot that her angel side was there. Nick and i have come to terms that what ever happens happens. I want him to just be happy! he is the man I fell in love with again and i relized the other day the reason he stopped being that man was because of me. i hate that this had to happen this way but in my heart i believe we will find our way back to each other. For now we are having fun what normal 18 and 21 yr olds do. We are enjoying being togther and spending time togther but our space and individuality is not being comprimised. i really like that! We are Friends and that is where we started four years ago and now we will have to restart with it four years later! I actually went up to him the other day and said "Hi my name is Jacquie, I think your really cute! want to be friends." He laughed at me and said "Yes i would love that, Im nick!"

The list

So last night i had a very smart women tell me i was falling apart a little so i made a list... all the things i like about myself or dislike or love. the things i want to learn and goals for everyday. and u know what it is already working. Nick helped me cook last night. First we learned Scampi which i could not eat but nick said was superb but then he told me to cook the salmon! Guess what It was incredible!!! I did something right!!! then i woke up this morning and got out to the garage and nick taught me how o hit a punching bag and then we went for a jog type thing. we only have one working bike but i rode and nick jogged next to me and we laughed the whole time. He refused to power walk he say it made him look "heeey" lol anyway tonight i am going to cook a dinner all on my own so that when everyone gets home from work dinner is ready!! The list includes things like look in the mirror so long that i say i am pretty and believe it and talk to nick everynight until we fall asleep and thngs like that. and no we are not togther yet i have to find jacquie first and i never relized i did notknow her! i think i may end up liking her! weird huh